Ugh..Sigh

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So now I am up about four hours earlier than normal to wait for the apartment people(husband works swings so we live on a later schedule than dayshift). They may come in any time between 8am to 5pm any day this week. I hope they make it today. I would hate to have to wait around all freaking week.

I feel like crap this morning, dizzy. I really could have used more sleep. :steam:

I will say this, at least the main guy who comes in does not require a lot of super excited small talk. The apartment manager drives me crazy I am glad she isn't the one coming in.

Edit: Ugh, my husband was full of nervous J chatter, worrying about every little thing about everylittle thing he has to do today. He sat and chattered with constant worries for 45 min. Then I snapped. Then he got irked with me.

I understand he has this Fe need to "talk things out" but sometimes it gets to be too much, especially when I am feeling so tried.


Now I need to relax. I can feel his nervousness all over me and add to that, I go down on the record as being a bitch. I think he feels better now....sigh.

 

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That stinks. One of the reasons I blog is so my poor husband doesn't get the brunt of my need to vent or at least not as much of it. Somehow it helps and it's more effective for me that actually speaking it. It's as if once it's in writing I can put some of the nasty emotion to rest.

I hope they get your thing done and over with soon so you can get some and your husband's mind will be at ease.

 

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His thing this morning was more job related. Gosh, I feel so torn about it all. I know he feels better talking things out and often he is trying to get me to Te his chores and stuff out, but sometimes I just don't have the mental energy to spare. Mostly I wish I knew am easy way to defuse his nervousness when I feel it has been transfered to me. It really puts me off my own balance and it so hard for me to stay on balance anyway.

He blogs and posts all the time about his job.

Edit: I have a really strange thing with J types. Every guy I ever dated seriously was J and everytime their J drove me nuts yet I seem to have some kind of attraction to it.

With my husband, part of the attraction was to his angsty, edgy moody persona. Now I have it, just what I asked for, lol.