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what MBTI/enneagram is this?

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MBTI Type
INTP
Enneagram
4w5
Instinctual Variant
sp/sx
1) Context:
a) What is your age range and general location (Country so that cultural values can be taken into account)? Do you have any impairments that may affect the way that you answer this questionnaire? Any religious or political beliefs (or anything else along those lines) that also might have an effect?
I'm 19 years old and I live in the UK. I have autism, CPTSD and anorexia nervosa.

b) Which types are you currently considering? Why are you considering them and why haven't you decided on one?
My first ever 16personalities.com result was INTP (followed by the other three NP's), currently I think I am FiSe although the advanced personality cognitype test always types me as SeFi (which makes me feel very insecure, the thought of being a non-stereotypical ESFP, an autistic socially crippled ESFP). Occasionally I get ISTP ESTP ENTP or ENFP on the same test.

2) What do you deem as your purpose in life?
I don't have any particular purpose, I just like the internet, I like leaving the house every day, I like getting high.

3) Of the seven deadly sins, which one(s) do you relate to the most and the least and why?
most: envy (low self-esteem), avarice (hoarding tendencies), gluttony (addictive personality)
least: wrath (rarely gets angry), pride (again, low self-esteem)

4) Analyzing your relationships with others, briefly describe:
a) The type of people you are drawn to
People that actually understand me (and actively want to, I don't feel comfortable just FORCING people to be interested in me), people that validate my feelings instead of talk down to me, people that share my interests (drugs and typology and also just overall psychology)

b) The type of people who are drawn to you
Idk, not a lot of people are drawn to me TBH

c) The type of people you are repulsed by
Controlling people, people that talk down to me, people that make fun of me

5)What are the traits in others that you admire but you cannot emulate yourself? Elaborate.
I wish I was more rational. I wish I was more concise and quicker witted.

6) Describe your relationship with the following:
a) Anger
It's only when I am really disturbed by many different things (can't satisfy addictions, kids screaming, dogs barking, cold weather, etc) that I get very angry. Most of the time I appear polite and diplomatic.

b) Shame
I am a rather self-critical person, like I said earlier the AP cognitype test often types me as an ESFP (and back when I used PDB a few people typed me as one) which makes me feel ashamed of myself, it's okay if someone else is that type but if I ever get typed as that (or if someone else acknowledges behaviour traits of mine that indicate that) I feel very bad about myself. I feel intense shame over being overly emotional, being loud and dramatic, being impulsive, etc.

c) Fear
I don't know how to answer this one. I just don't know what I'm particularly afraid of.

d) Love/passion
I love learning anything that's relevant to my special interests (drugs and typology) and psychology / occult stuff in general, I try my hardest to make sense of myself because due to trauma I have identity problems.

e) Conflict
Likewise I don't know how to respond to this, but I've always been a particularly conflict-averse person.

7) What are some of the themes that have played a prominent role in your life (ie. A struggle you’ve been unable to conquer, ect)?
low self-esteem, identity, aesthetics, what others think, internet addiction, cannabis addiction, a neglectful/absent mother and an overly controlling father, living in a kids home

8) Answer only one of the following:
a) [College aged and above] What is your area of work/study? Why did you choose this and would you change it? If so, what would be your ideal?
I'm unemployed and the only qualifications I have are GCSE's. I keep on forgetting to apply for jobs, I get distracted by less tedious things to do. I'd ideally want some kind of job that doesn't involve speaking to people in person.

b)[Under college aged] What do you plan on studying/working as in the future? How did you go about deciding this? If this is not your ideal area of pursuit, what would be?
When I left school (my initial plan was to become a pharmacologist, but my GCSE's were too low for A-levels because the special needs school standards were so low I ended up teaching myself) I tried automotive at college, and even though I kind of enjoyed it, I no longer want to try it again because I was bullied a lot.

9) When meeting a new person, what do you tend to focus on?
I don't know at the top of my head. What quickly comes to mind is "how do I come across to them? am I acting dumb, ugly, annoying, cringe, unlikeable? but if I am is it even that much of a biggie? maybe it's not that, but more that this person notices certain traits I have that I personally feel shame over" "I interacted with one person and felt energised does this mean I'm technically a mistyped ESFP I hope not". Whenever the other person gives unsolicited compliments about my intelligence I feel a lot better about myself.

10) How do you feel about humanity as a whole? What do you feel are some of the biggest problems the human race faces and why?
I have a lot of overall existential angst, I try my hardest to figure out what the meaning of life is why humanity exists what it means to be human if god exists what happens after death etc but I never come to any solid conclusions at all. I have a vague feeling the world is going to end soon and I don't know my own honest thoughts or feelings on that.

11) What are some of your hobbies and interests?
Internet, travelling locally, charity shops, journalling, video games, smoking weed, typology, going for walks in the dark

13) How do you usually “hang out†with your friend(s)? When answering, think about what activities you tend to choose, whether you hang out with one person at once or many, whether or not you initiate the interaction.
I don't have any friends.

14) What is more important, actions or words? Why?
I don't know, both maybe.

15) this question is too cringe I omitted it

16) What do you hope to avoid being? If it helps, describe a person who embodies what you avoid/you as a villain, ect.
Like I already said I don't want to be perceived as impulsive, hysterical, self-centered, loud, bratty, aggressive, violent, brutish, overly sensual, hulk-like, short-sighted.

17) How do you relate to obsession? Do you tend to "merge" with others or your interests? How do you feel about the idea of doing this?
I "merge" with my interests more than I would with other people.

18) Organized or messy? Plans and blueprints or impulse and surprises? What are you preferences and tendencies?
I'm a very disorganised person and whenever trying to come up with plans I keep my options open and play it by ear.

19) How do you subjectively view comfort and how do you create comfort in your life and surroundings?
I can't stand extremely hot or cold temperatures. Nothing is more comforting to me than the internet, especially when on my own in a quiet room, but I can't be indoors all day long (if I go for even one day without leaving the town I get bored, tired and restless).

By [MENTION=408]Tigerlily[/MENTION]
1-what makes you angry? the sound of children screaming or just similar unpleasant noises in general, people knocking on my house door when I would rather be left alone, limitations on my freedom
2-what do you like/dislike most about people? I don't like the way most people in general act these days. People have became increasingly more just overall dismissive.
3-do you like animals? why? I vaguely like animals but I've never had a massive interest in animals. They're rather comforting.
4-what do you like most about the favorite people in your life? I can't name anyone that would count as a "favourite person", because even the people I like the most I feel uncomfortable around (because they acknowledge the unacceptable, embarrassing parts of my behaviour/personality).
5-what do you like/dislike most about yourself? I like my curiosity for knowledge, my individuality/authenticity, my introspection. I don't like how impulsive and disorganised I always am, I am ashamed of how rebellious and independent I am in general, and the amount of indecision I experience daily over stuff in general is annoying.
6-do you care about being fashionable? why/why not? Fashion is very important to me, I feel awful if I have to wear an outfit I find ugly. My overall sense of aesthetics is rather vague and somewhat eclectic, it is certainly not confined to just one or two specific styles / subcultures / etc I just wear whatever I like personally.
7-do you prefer to fit in or stand out? I don't know, I feel good about myself when I download my favourite music off youtube, wear whatever clothes from charity shops, write journal entries, etc, but whenever I am around other people I feel inferior to others (some people more than others) and in spite of the individualism I strongly envy the people that can just "fit in" without even thinking about it.
8-what activities do you enjoy? writing, reading, walking and going outside and travelling, smoking
9-what makes you feel secure? reassurance that I am the thing I do want to be and I am not the thing I do not want to be (not necessarily limited to just the entire "I got ESIF on ap test for the millionth time and now I feel awful about myself yet again")
10-do you like being in a relationship? why/why not? Not really, it's only when I'm particularly distressed that I feel lonelier and I whinge about it to others, but otherwise I don't see the point in establishing strong relationships with others whenever calm / content / neutral
11-what do you love and why? Could be people, things, places, etc... I love being high, I love listening to music, I love writing about myself, I love collecting books (but I can rarely finish them). I like red bull and adidas and the colour green.
12-what do you spend the most time thinking about? the person I am (a lot of the time, especially when like listening to music or trying to focus on a book, I'm thinking about the various unnamed faceless figures in my imagination), past memories both pleasant and unpleasant, funny or uncomfortable imaginary scenarios
13-How much have you changed over the years? Who were you as a child? As a child I was overly obedient and docile, but as soon as puberty started I became very aggressive and emotionally volatile and developed identity problems. Simultaneously, in spite of the bratty rebellious person I act like while under extreme psychological turmoil, I am (or I think I am anyway according to what some other people say) a highly reflective introspective person.

By [MENTION=1180]whatever[/MENTION]
1. if you could have one mythical creature as a pet, what would it be? unicorn
2. What do you want to be when you grow up? (yes, written by a 26 year old ) Idk, even cashier or something in a warehouse is okay.
3. If you were a fruit or vegetable, what fruit or vegetable would you be? Thats an ugly question but my favourite fruits is either raspberries or pineapples and the vegetables is beetroot or cauliflower.
4. What is your favorite beverage? Sugar free red bull or peppermint tea.
5. You're having a cookout... what do you make? no response
6. What's the most recent cool thing you've learned? I can't remember, maybe something in a greek mythology book that I quickly forgot about
7. What portrayal of the future do you like the best? I will somehow not suffer from so much self-doubt (especially over personality, intelligence, or physical appearance)
8. You're on death row... what's your last meal? A meal I'd normally eat like chicken instant noodles.

By [MENTION=8046]ayoitsStepho[/MENTION]
1. How do you respond to clingy people? IDK
2. If you could change the ocean to any color, what would that color be? Thats not relevant
3. Would you consider living in the nude for a period of time (a month)? No I hate being naked
4. When you are romantically interested in an individual, how do you generally act (shy, outgoing, annoying, etc.)? I've never been romantically attracted to anyone if anything more envious of them, I'd likely act really shy and awkward whenever around people like this.
5. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? If so, how was the experience? No.
6. If you could frame the jockstrap of any sports figure and hang it in your den, whose would you choose? Fuck no thats a weird question.
7. If you had to disguise yourself physically, how would you do it? Gimp mask.
8. Name a city that best represents your personality. IDK, most people would choose "Amsterdam" on my behalf because "drugs" "bicycles" "everything is angular looking" but it's too touristy and generic. I like Russia or just eastern europe in general so I would pick St Petersburg.

By [MENTION=10251]Red Herring[/MENTION]
1. What is your favorite food? What's so great about it? I don't have a favourite food theres loads of different foods that I enjoy eating. Mint flavour dark chocolate.
2. Define justice! Everyones needs and wants and overall humanity is respected.
3. Do you orientate by general directions or by landmarks? Both.
4. What did you like about your favorite story book from childhood? IDK.
5. What would you like to learn if time and money were no issue? Why? If I had the motivation then Russian language, Greek mythology and literature, Jungian and Freudian stuff in general, whatever existentialist literature
6. Can you roll your tongue? No
7. Describe the inside of your fridge! too many food questions but anyway theres soy milk, butter, russian salad, and thats it.
8. Convince the forum that pajama day should be a bank holiday. I dont want to, why, whats the point?

By the late, great bologna/Mr. Eyebrows/greed
1. What is your MBTI type, Enneagram, Socionics, Temperament, etc.? How did you arrive at them--tests, introspection, "trying it on".. ? How confident are you that they fit--how well do they describe you, and what about them doesn't fit? What other types have you "tried on" or thought you were? Idk but as a vague estimate ISFP 9w8 (honorary 4w5) RLUEI (I still can't type myself in other systems, test results often give me IEI and ELVF but I'm getting more confident, that contrary to the consensus of my old PDB account, I'm NOT a mistyped INFP 4w5 or something, if I actually were a real one I'd likely be writing about unspeakable Kafkaesque horrors in my diary and confusing the colour brown with the 6th dimensiomn or something)
2. Why are you here? Why do you study typology? (Maybe some inspiration from here...) cuz its my special interest, trauma in general made it hard for me to know who I am no wonder I think about it all the time and will never stfu about it.
3. What do you value? What do you value in your environment, in the world, in other people, in dialog? I value learning stuff, being myself, going out and about
4. How do you present yourself to the world, at work, in conversation (perhaps in your choice of clothing or word choice)? Especially IRL I get compliments about how "intelligent" "articulate" "well-spoken" my way of speaking is. Even though I care a lot about my hair and clothes I have poor hygiene and I'm prone to self-neglect.
5. What is your favorite color? Favorite suit of cards? What symbols and ideas are you drawn toward? Why do you think you're drawn to these? I like green the most. IDK my favourite suit of cards. Idk enough about symbols, but I'm drawn to typology, dreams, drugs, death, morbidity, the afterlife, higher powers, the meaning of life, self-expression

By [MENTION=7420]Chaotic Harmony[/MENTION]
1. Which would come out on top in a battle... Zombies, Vampires, or Werewolves? And why? IDK
2. What is your idea of the perfect day? I weigh myself and I'm comforted by finding out I haven't gained any weight at all, I eat frosties with soy milk for breakfast (frosties is my favourite cereal) with an ice cold medium- or large-sized can of sugar-free red bull (less calories than coffee sachets, I rarely get the chance to afford to drink such a thing while on benefits), I smoke a cigarette after breakfast, it's either wednesday or sunday so I don't have to put up with the faff of using my exercise bike, I travel to nostalgic childhood locations high on 2nd plateau DXM listening to my favourite music, then on the comedown I'm waiting for public transport in my favourite cheap rough rundown area at night I buy mac and cheese and chocolate from Lidl to satisfy my appetite when it comes back and I'm lucky enough to bum weed off someone, when I get home I use the internet for 6 hours straight and then I go for walks in the dark or play video games or read books (reading books with a cup of herbal tea just before sleeping is fun)
3. What really is the correct way to pronounce potato and tomato? Potato = "pohteertoeh", tomato = "tohmahtoe"
4. If you could live anywhere, where would you live (doesn't have to be a real place)? an apartment block flat in the suburbs, or some kind of bungalow or detached house in a more rural (but not so remote in the middle of nowhere that its creepy and also inconvenient) location with nature. North end of the UK (Scotland, cumbria, Ne england), eastern europe, certain states (Ohio, Colorado, Alaska are nice but I wouldn't want to live in Texas or California), maybe Germany/netherlands/scandinavia, I kind of like south america but living there would be weird.
5. What changes would you make if you were president/king/emperor/ruler of the world? Internet access for everyone, somehow cure homelessness everywhere forever and ever, some kind of rules so no-one has to put up with screaming children in public, weed legal for adult population, buses are never late
6. Using only words that start with the letter S, describe yourself. skinny, scruffy, slacker, spontaneous (I was reluctant to put "spontaneous", it's an ugly word)
7. If you could be a member of the opposite sex for one day...what would you do? IDK, buy beauty products from Boots and Superdrug post selfies to Instagram have equally as "chavvy"/generic boyfriends
8. What is your biggest pet peeve? Small talk
9. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? I like reptiles in general. But I can't afford one.
10. Are you a night owl or an early bird? Night owl

What is your MBTI and Enneagram Type? already specified
What got you interested in Personality Type? identity problems, wanting to understand the entire world and the people on it (including myself)
What kind of work do you do for a living? unemployed
What is the greatest accomplishment of your life? eventually leaving the god awful kids home when I turned 18 (it was inevitable it had to happen at some point)
What would constitute a perfect day for you? if it's not robotripping then it's a charity shop haul getting the nicest looking clothes and most interesting books ever
What are you most grateful for in your life? drugs and internet
Is there something that you've dreamt of doing for a long time? Why haven't you done it? applying for a job, but I keep on applying and I always get rejected, not to mention my overly judgmental brother shames me for caring about getting a job
If you could change anything about the way you were raised, what would it be? Loads
Share an embarrassing moment in your life. When I went to vocational college and I was bullied by everyone.
Before making a phone call, do you ever rehearse what you're going to say? Why? No.
If you could wake up tomorrow having gained one quality or ability, what would it be? being really really really really witty.
What do you value most in a friendship? mutual understanding.
What is your most treasured memory? IDK
What roles do love and affection play in your life? IDK
Your house, containing everything you own, catches fire. After saving your loved ones and pets, you have time to safely make a final dash to save any one item. What would it be? Why? Sheepy (very beloved stuffed sheep)
Who would you want with you if you were stranded on a deserted island? Journal and pen, my favourite books, cigarettes/weed/DXM even though those are finite (so is the pages of the notebook), somehow either my laptop with internet on or a television with films and video games (idk how that would work)
If you could do anything you wanted right now, what would it be? ride a bike (but I can't afford one)
If money was no object, what would you do all day? IDK sleep maybe
Who is your favorite author? I don't have a one but I want to read Schropenhauger at one point
What is your favorite book? I don't have any particular favourite book I can never finish books but I like second-hand psychology textbooks in general the most (as long as they're scientific enough, I like to stay away from the DK trash). I want to get into horror fiction but I can't afford it.
What has been your biggest challenge? Trying to regulate my emotions in public (not much is more embarrassing than coppers driving you home because of an outburst)
If you could go back in time, what year would you travel to? I like 1990s/2000s and maybe also 1980s the most
What does your life say about you? childhood trauma
How would your friends describe you? intelligent, reflective, honest, serious, very insecure, obsessive, doesn't know what they're doing with life, dresses differently to everyone else

1) What aspect of your personality made you unsure of your type?
I/E: "doing" over "thinking" (outer world of experiences sensory data etc might be more valued than internal world of reflections emotions daydreams etc)
S/N: having more abstract than concrete interests although this is a kind of weak argument
T/F: having more scientific/logical interests although again a rather vague argument
2) What do you yearn for in life? Why? Nothing in particular. Internet, weed, introspection, impulse purchase books I never read.
3) Think about a time where you felt like you were at your finest. Tell us what made you feel that way. IDK.
4) What makes you feel inferior? Other people having quicker wit than I am, other people making fun of me in ingenuious ways, other people talking down to me, other people noticing logical fallacies I failed to notice myself
5) What tends to weigh on your decisions? (Do you think about people, pro-cons, how you feel about it, etc.) I'm an extremely indecisive person, I like to stay indoors before going out so I can gather as much relevant information as possible (I hate having to "think on my feet" especially where theres loads of crowds away from the comfort of my own home) but at the same time it's very hard I get way too distratced by the internet. I value pros and cons more than how I feel about it and I value how I feel about it more than how others would react.
6) When working on a project what is normally your emphasis? Do you like to have control of the outcome? As a cringey way of putting it, the word "project" is not in my vocabulary.
7) Describe a time where you had a lot of fun. How is your memory of it? randomly getting a different bus than usual home while high, same destination different route, it was dusk and it felt weird but in a nice way
8) When you want to learn something new, what feels more natural for you? if it really really really fucking interests me I just skim over internet articles and books loads and loads
9) How organized do you think of yourself as? barely organised
10) How do you judge new ideas? You try to understand the principles behind it to see if they make sense or do you look for information that supports it? Idk, I have pretty much no critical thinking skills, I think that all ideas are worthy in their own ways
11) You find harmony by making sure everyone is doing fine and belonging to a given group or by making sure that you follow what you believe and being yourself? Being myself is more important even though I don't really know who I am.
12) Are you the kind that thinks before speaking or do you speak before thinking? Do you prefer one-on-one communication or group discussions? I do have a tendency to speak without thinking especially while particularly distressed, although I prefer interacting with smaller groups (like no more than 3 or 4 people if that is what counts as a small group).
13) Do you jump into action right away or do you like to know where are you jumping before leaping? Does action speaks more than words? I easily change my plans with whatever factors, but I like to come up with a vague plan in advance.
14) It's Saturday. You're at home, and your favorite show is about to start. Your friends call you for a night out. What will you do? I think I'd be more than happy to see my "friends" but I'd likely be quiet (unless I have a REALLY intense relationship with them) and I'd be overstimulated having to lie in bed doing nothing when I get home.
15) How do you act when you're stressed out? I need a lot of alone time to gather my thoughts. Whenever stressed out I become obsessive, I look for potential hidden meanings but come to no solid conclusions (or maybe that's how I'm like all the time regardless of stress), more suspicious of others (again, something that could just be an inherent trait and not just what I act like while stressed), and also way more aggressive, rebellious, impatient, insensitive, and emotionally expressive.
16) What makes you dislike the personalities of some people? I don't like people that are overly rude, judgmental, condescending, controlling or make fun of others.
17) Is there anything you really like talking about with other people? Psychology stuff in general like peoples' personalities and behaviour, past experiences both pleasant and unpleasant, my tastes
18) What kind of things do you pay the least attention to in your life? adult responsibilities, personal hygiene
19) How do your friends perceive you? What is wrong about their perception? ? What would your friends never say about your personality ? traits I probably omitted earlier: modest, independent, suspicious of others
20) You got a whole day to do whatever you like. What kind of activities do you feel like doing? already elaborated

How old are you? What's your gender? Give us a general description of yourself.
19 year old male

Is there a medical diagnosis that impact your mental/comportamental stability somehow?
autism, CPTSD, AN

Describe your upbringing. Did it have any kind of religious or structured influence? How did you respond to it?
biological father died when I was 5 and got replaced by a control freak, neglectful mother, moved house a lot, came into care at age 12 due to behavioural issues, chronically low self-esteem, internet addiction

If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed?
I'd feel completely fine providing I had meaningful activities to keep me occupied.

What is your relation with movement and your surroundings? For instance do you prefer a sport or outdoors event? If an outdoors event what is it? And why? If not what type of activities do you tend to engage i?
I'm very aware of my surroundings, if anything too aware to the point of having to wear ear plugs in public. I love cycling very much.

How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?
I think I'm a very curious person, especially about psychology stuff in general and maybe also philosophy to a lesser extent.

Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?
No, I think I'd be very bad at a leadership positiion

Are you coordinated? Why do you feel as if you are or are not? Do you enjoy working with your hands in some form? Describe your activity?
Mostly I am well coordinated but whenever stressed I can be extremely clumsy.

Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particular artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forums of art you enjoy. Please explain your answer.
I'm not particularly artistic, although self-expression through clothes, music taste, journalling, etc is very important to me and enhances my self-esteem.

What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?
I don't think about the future at all, I'm far more focused on the present and the past.

How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?
I don't know, I'd imagine I'd be fairly willing to reluctantly help them.

Do you need logical consistency in your life?
I try to see the reasoning behind everything, peoples' behaviours actions the state of the world the content of my thoughts etc, but I come to no conclusions. I value looking more rational than emotional, so I get very upset whenever others accuse me of being overly hysterical.

How important is efficiency and productivity to you?
The opposite of important.

Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that?
I'm not a very controlling person, but being under control of my own life is very important to me (I hate being intruded upon if that counts).

What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?
already specified

What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?
Reading/writing mostly. Out of those four I would pick memorization and physical senses.

How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go?
I'm very bad at strategizing, more the latter.

What's important to you and why?
Identity, knowledge, adventure

What are your aspirations?
I don't have any

What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?
I'm scared of giving off the impression to others of my "younger self" (loud, dramatic, irrational, impulsive, self-centered, hysterical, short-sightered). I frequently imagine scenarios which make me feel uncomfortable. I hate loud noises, crowds, small talk (or just having to speak to people in person especially when unnecessary), and being stuck in the house all day.

What do the "highs" in your life look like?
being on public transport high on something listening to my favourite music, loads of wikipedia articles, new clothes

What do the "lows" in your life look like?
Getting ESFP as any kind of MBTI or socionics or Jung test result (or anyone saying anything about me that suggests that even if it doesn't involve typology at all)

How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?
I spend a lot of time thinking about the recurring faceless figures, and the actual meaning/reasoning behind the things people have said to me or said about me in the past, at the same time like I said I'm not very absent-minded.

Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about?
How I got here, the motivations behind whatever person or group of people made this decision and how they likely view me, likely unsuccessful plans to escape

How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?
It takes me ages to make decisions and I easily change my mind

How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?
I can only process my emotions by being alone with my notebook, or the internet, in a quiet comforting location.

Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?
I don't know.

Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why would you?
My house is a mess, I have unpaid bills (although the rent is slowly being paid off) and I don't want to engage with these extremely annoying welfare checks because I think they're a form of infantilisation (but they're all "you need to engage with these people otherwise you will be homeless" which is infuriating and also embarrassing). I feel so ashamed about all of this. I am normally in general an obedient person, but I have a tendency to only follow rules which make sense to me.

What is the ideal life, in your opinion? I live in a house I like in a location I like, with as minimal face-to-face human interaction as possible, enough money to satisfy my addictions and obviously treats
 
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