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and this reminds me... one of the things that has turned me off of religion the most is the concept of Hell 
I'm not a good person and I would hope that if there were a God he/she would be better than I am- kinder, more compassionate and more merciful... you know, God is Love and all of that.
However, asshole that I may be, I could never condemn someone to eternal torment... that's just plain evil. Especially since some of the reasons for sending people there seem downright petty by my standards.
The problem is, even if someone comes to their own conclusions that they don't believe in the religion in which they were raised, if that religion had a hell that still lurks in the back of the mind... I never really believed in God or the Devil or anything of that sort because it never seemed to make any sense to me, but that primitive bit of my brain that wonders what's in the dark under my bed and makes me run up the stairs at night as if Jack the Ripper is chasing me? It never got the memo and there's always a Hell paranoia there
You grow up being told that you're going to Hell for certain aspects of who you are and you get told that on a pretty regular basis and it eventually just takes up residence somewhere in your mind... it doesn't matter what you believe, it's going to be there with all of the other negative things that nag you when you're feeling not so great about yourself... your paranoia about your nose, those really bad things you did and can't forgive yourself for, those grey hairs that keep creeping onto your head while you're not paying attention and you're going to burn in hell forever because you're not good.
control through fear... making a person feel worse about themselves... I don't understand it... I just don't
I'm pretty sure that I'm not the only person on this site who feels that way either... growing up around religion and religious people can fuck with your brain in some not so good ways

I'm not a good person and I would hope that if there were a God he/she would be better than I am- kinder, more compassionate and more merciful... you know, God is Love and all of that.
However, asshole that I may be, I could never condemn someone to eternal torment... that's just plain evil. Especially since some of the reasons for sending people there seem downright petty by my standards.
The problem is, even if someone comes to their own conclusions that they don't believe in the religion in which they were raised, if that religion had a hell that still lurks in the back of the mind... I never really believed in God or the Devil or anything of that sort because it never seemed to make any sense to me, but that primitive bit of my brain that wonders what's in the dark under my bed and makes me run up the stairs at night as if Jack the Ripper is chasing me? It never got the memo and there's always a Hell paranoia there
control through fear... making a person feel worse about themselves... I don't understand it... I just don't

I'm pretty sure that I'm not the only person on this site who feels that way either... growing up around religion and religious people can fuck with your brain in some not so good ways