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Saying this now: being a 1 is fucking stressful.
The internal experience of it is rather cold. For me anyway, and from hearing accounts from other Fe-doms that I know. We appear quite warm on the outside, but it's very often planned, calculated, and done with explicit purpose. It's rather input-output.
I find it funny every one wants to have Ni in full effect.
I have very strong Ni but I feel like my dominant Fe clouds the Ni's clarity. I'd like to experience Ni from INFJ's functional stacking where Fe doesn't take front seat.
I find it funny every one wants to have Ni in full effect. In fact, it's really effortless but I guess sometimes you may just have that shocking feeling when an intuition is overwhelming. It's kinda freaky. But day to day. It's more of feeling nothing than it is something, so no way of feeling anything concrete. It just comes and you can imagine a lot. It's a preference too. There's a reason why you prefer a function over another, but we may not consciously know.
But for giggles I always wanted to know how it'd feel to be an INFP/ESTJ first for super feeling, second to see how a natural desire to control while being a part of society kind of works.