This one is a bit long, but I think it goes deep into your personality:
If not you can go
here and choose another one.
No problem for the language, I'm italian so I understand the struggle, I'm keeping on editing my posts to correct my mistakes^^
J or P is also about how you jump to conclusions. Ps, especially NxPs, are really, really dispersive. You can imagine Ne like the branches of an old tree. It's hard for them to find conclusions, jumping around, further and back from idea to idea.
1- My social interraction make me unsure about my type, I feel like an extravert when I'm with people.
2- Knowledge, cause it can make me a better human being and it makes me feel closer to wisdom.
3- Recently I created a song with my band and I was the creative mind behind the song. Everyone from the band enjoyed it and it suprise me cause I don't deel like they get what I like creating (that's why I'd rather create my own stuff solo).
4- I think I lack self esteem and my sensitive nature make me feel feminine ( which I know is not a bad thing but you know for a dude :/ hahah)
5- Before taking a decision I chek How I feel about it.
6- When I am working on a project, If I invest my time in it, I want it to be the way that I saw it at the fist place and I don't want anybody to change the vibe, but sometimes when I don't like what's the project I just don't care and I let the people do their things
7- I dont feel like i'm using Si a lot, my memory hurts lol, but a fun time in my life must have been when I was hitchiking all across canada this summer, I could felt what freedom really meant and I could be alone with my thought while being surrounded by mountain. My memory of it is okay I guess since it was not so long ago, but I'm pretty sure I forgot a lot of things haha.
8- When I wanna learn something new, I natturally want it to be useful for my knowledge and my comprehension of the world.
9- I'm not really organized hahah, I always get things done, but a lot of time its at the last minute haha. My room is a mess and I have trouble on planning and organizing activities.
10- I'm REALLY not sure about it, but I judge new idea by understanding the principles behind it.
11- I'm mixed up on this one, but I feel that I follow what I believe and i try to be myself more than I try to see if everyone feel fine (even tho I want them to feel fine)
12- I enjoy one on one conversation, I feel I can get to the core of the other person. I think that I mostly think but I can sometimes talk without thinking haha
13- I rather know where i'm jumping without leaping.
14- If it's my favorite show, i'll probably stay home but it would be a hard choice.
15- I'm mostly in my head, but on the outside I can appear Harsh and anxious.
16- When in my opinion they have bad values, bad knowledge and when they are mean to everyone. But if they don't have this criteria, I like em all haha.
17- I really enjoy deep conversation with others, In parties the best conversation for me is when I go take some air outside and I take alone with someone who had a few drinks about feelings and philosophy.
18- I don't pay attention to money, I really don't care about it. I don't pay attention to small talk too hehe
19- I feel like I'm wiser than they think. Everyone perceive me different, but I hate when I feel that I being perceive as an excited sensitive man.
20- Play music with a friend or two, or just being alone and fulfill my addiction to knowledge.
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you have to be enthusiastic and spontenaous and you enjoy doing foolish things in front of others just for fun, although you innerly know that you're not about that things, you are commited to everything that Does mean really to you... and only you and those that really know you know about that. In other words, the real people that intreresst you is not necessary all to whom you relate, although you truly enjoy their company and appreciate them. Another thing that differences ENFP from INFP is that we are not so idealistic as INFP. They, as introverts, take the energy from their inner feelings, and can be really focused on their proper daydreaming up to the point they feel disconnected from the social ways of relating to others. I have a friend who's INFP and she's always questioning things in her mind and vieweing life from a too much sensitive point of view, which is amazing, but leads her not to be enoughly fitted
(i'm not a native english speaker so i don't know if I let myself being understood) XD
I do identify with that, but I'm not really spontaneous and enthusiastic. hahha