CitizenErased
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I don't think I could if I tried. This is actually how I distinguished myself as an INTP rather than an INFP or INTJ. Those types both tend to have core values that they are completely aware of. The only word I can think of that describes my general outlook is "critical." Criticism isn't a value, though; it's a way of perceiving values.
I suppose if I had to pick something I'd say contrast. I'm naturally inclined to question and challenge the views of those around me. I ended up with such unique views not because they come from within, but because I get so fed up with the notion of "common sense" and "objective morality" that my mind just kinda says, "f*** it, I'm going to disagree with that."
Yes. Yes. Yes. Being critical of my surroundings, comparing to what I have stored in my head is a daily activity. Even when sleeping I analyze what happen during the day and have epiphanies between dreams. "I like this idea/Never again/That thing is dangerous/etc"
What I "have", I don't know if I should call them values, they are more like ideas or principles I choose to live by. I don't care too much about being caring, 100% honest or whatever. I choose all of that given the situation. What I never change are these ideas I have for myself that save me from so much fuss (and sometimes create it, but well...)
They would be:
- To be good or bad, but not average. I hate being mediocre at something. I suck at sports, perfect. I'm good at artistic activities, perfect. I'm normal at physics, we have a problem. I may never touch physics again. It saves me in the sense that I do spend time on things I know I can make a difference at.
- To be true to myself. I'm weird in every possible sense (though on the outside I look human) and I choose to live according to my weirdness, never playing a different role to attract/get closer to people. If they like it, perfect. If not, I go on with my life.
- To be independent. I don't like depending on others, and I HATE when others depend on me. I don't like carrying dead weight.
- To be happy, to achieve happiness. I don't know why I'm on the world (as human, I don't think I have a purpose). The species appeared, they will "turn off" someday and nothing is going to change. The universe keeps being there, silent. So I don't understand why humans made the impossible to complicate their lives to be miserable: money, ugly jobs, etc. As animals we would have need a refuge and food. Consciousness is a bitch. So I refuse to spend this life that I have being miserable just because society turned to be that way.
- To be always curious, never stop learning. When I stop for any reason, I start feeling dumb and without energy, so this is like fuel.
There may be more principles but they are not as general as these.