Masokissed
Spoiled Brat ðŸ’
- Joined
- Apr 22, 2015
- Messages
- 941
- MBTI Type
- ESFP
- Enneagram
- 7w6
- Instinctual Variant
- sx/so
I hone in on something I want, I get it, and I get a rush from it. Not that I do it all the time but it's definitely my main motivator. I notice what's loudest (not just noise) in my environment and I love an environment full of action, ex. today I was shopping with my mom and commented how boring it was there because of there being much less people.
My mind itself is pretty soupy. I can feel what's going on more than I know what's actually in there, like it might get hotter or colder or change colors but I don't really think much consciously a lot of the time. It's not until I dig in on purpose that I see what letters are in there. My mind is most active when I'm excited by my environment. It's least active if I'm in a dull one. If it's super dull I'll want to escape it and it almost feels like time starts crushing me. The Internet is something else and I wanna say that it brings out my intuition a lot more.
I'm addicted to sound. I hate total silence. Music is totally powerful to me and I care about the sound of it over the lyrics way more. I love aesthetics and I like wearing outlandish things or things with symbolism but I don't give a shit about its meaning. And I feel best if I can get sucked into a moment, if there's chaos, or if I leap to do something.
I like theories a lot but if its way too out there I get bored; I have to see the real-life connection. Typology stuff is great but some of the the most detailed Socionics theories overload me and then I'm like "typology is bullshit" and need to get back to Earth. I'm sometimes fearless where non-Se users aren't.
/under the working assumption I'm not actually Ne-dom lol
I think if I never went through a few years of depression I would be more stereotypically ESFP. And I was, before that.
My mind itself is pretty soupy. I can feel what's going on more than I know what's actually in there, like it might get hotter or colder or change colors but I don't really think much consciously a lot of the time. It's not until I dig in on purpose that I see what letters are in there. My mind is most active when I'm excited by my environment. It's least active if I'm in a dull one. If it's super dull I'll want to escape it and it almost feels like time starts crushing me. The Internet is something else and I wanna say that it brings out my intuition a lot more.
I'm addicted to sound. I hate total silence. Music is totally powerful to me and I care about the sound of it over the lyrics way more. I love aesthetics and I like wearing outlandish things or things with symbolism but I don't give a shit about its meaning. And I feel best if I can get sucked into a moment, if there's chaos, or if I leap to do something.
I like theories a lot but if its way too out there I get bored; I have to see the real-life connection. Typology stuff is great but some of the the most detailed Socionics theories overload me and then I'm like "typology is bullshit" and need to get back to Earth. I'm sometimes fearless where non-Se users aren't.
/under the working assumption I'm not actually Ne-dom lol
I think if I never went through a few years of depression I would be more stereotypically ESFP. And I was, before that.