prplchknz
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Do you ever do this. Like I think oh everyone gets paranoid, everyone hears things, everyone sees things that aren't there. I don't need meds than I end up screwing myself over. I don't know if it's part of the illness or me being stubborn. But the point is I was telling everyone I was still taking meds even when I wasn't I ended up having a bad episode of paranoia and auditory hallucinations yesterday. So why do I do this? and I've been getting paranoid periodically the past week. It was so scary it's like being on a really bad trip, is the best way to describe it. I'm back on them now, but I don't know why i keep taking myself off of them.I really don't. It was so bad that when i reported all my symptoms today they tried to put me in the hospital to stabelize me and i got the do you know where you are quiz. So what do I do? I'm on supervised meds now, but i won't be forever.
I just need to know if people relate.
I just need to know if people relate.