It makes sense. Most def.
I'm super happy that you shared this btws!
But it's just funny. Cause I feel the same way about social settings that you do about 1 on 1's.
I feel like I'm "on" in a group setting.
Which I don't mind having an audience or anything....but I can only handle like an hour or two of that. Then I'm like frantic to get a one on one fix in lol.
I don't feel comfortable in group settings cause I am concerned about how I appear cause there's (1) more people (2) that know me less, (3) just standing around judging me.
Now I do know what you mean though...by being your natural self. I am very loud and I like to be that way. It gives me so much energy to be lively with people....
And I think it can be hard to be able to be loud with some people in 1 on 1 settings.....
I dunno...I kinda get people going though. If someone has Te...even inferior Te...I can get them going...and then it spirals into this lovely loud fest!
I don't however see how it's possible with a larger group. If the amount is over 4 people and we aren't all as close as I'd like, I find it hard to keep the convo going. Often people will leave that up to me...and in social settings I don't like to be responsible for small talk and stuff.
And I relate in the opposite way. I would love to have a big ol' gathering, where we are all getting along with out a hitch. I long for acceptance in a group.
And I already get that in one on ones.
Funny how we are alike in the concept, but the specifics are opposite.