SteinitzGamgbit
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i am extremely withdrawl from the outside world. from the moment i wake up i'm brainstorming ideas and developing useless ideas that i often forget 5 minutes after. i dont like forming inter personal relationships. i dont like people at all. i just want to be alone. i try to avoid social contact as much as i can. sometimes in certain situations a fear will spawn in the back of my head, i cant really put it in words, but its like i'm extremely afraid of something for a short span of time - like 2 to 10 seconds. i'm extremely bad at communicating, i mispell words all the time, don't really know how to react to basic speech like "good morning!", eg, i will often respond with "yeah i'm fine and you?" with a spelling error, ie, saying "frine" instead of "fine". i just want to be by myself and possibly with my weaboo moe shit. i'm extremely energyless, i simply quit life because its easier than to go out and do whatever. i have so little energy that, if i were trapped to hell, and if there was a short ladder i could just take to get to heaven, i'd probaly just say to myself "nah" and try to get myself used to hell. i'm filthy, disgusting, ugly, unhealthy. i try to avoid thinking about things i should do ie try to get a girlfriend, have kids, minimally imrpove my life, etc. i'm happy with little.
what's the name of my disorder?
what's the name of my disorder?