FemMecha
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- Joined
- Apr 23, 2007
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- MBTI Type
- INFJ
- Enneagram
- 496
- Instinctual Variant
- sp/sx
There was that aspect for me especially because the one I belonged to did have a lot of stressful aspects to it about the "end of time". I felt relieved to not be trying to make sense of certain issues that were causing me cognitive dissonance, especially ones in conflict with reason.For me the experience of losing my original religion was very liberating, and bracing at the same time. It was the sense of having all training wheels, crutches, excuses, and even support at last and finally gone. I was alone, and needed to make my own way in the spiritual landscape. And I did. When I "re-found" religion - or more accurately - spirituality, it was so different, it almost didnt' look like spirituality at first. Now it feels like I have come home after a lengthy and eye-opening period of wandering.
The grieving portion involved having a feeling of God as a personal friend, and so there was a loss of connection and friendship that had gotten me through difficult times.