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I am trying to type somebody in my life who was extremely unhealthy. Because Enneagram deals a lot with dysfunction, I was wondering if you could help me find her type--core or tri.
Well, it seemed like she was always looking for things to get upset over. When something minor happened, she would tease her sadness until the issue became insurmountable. It seemed like she put herself in painful situations or sabotaged herself so she could get comfort and pity. One time she confided in me that she felt like she almost liked going through tough times so she could have an interesting life story, and to feel like she overcame something and came out stronger. When she was us, she was preoccupied with abandonment. All the time she felt like we were going to leave her, that she was our second choice, that we didn't like her, that everyone was out to get her, that we would replace her with someone better. It was like paranoia; if she was sitting on the end, she thought it was because we hated her. She constantly made everything about her--if we were ever laughing and joking around with someone else, she would freak out and think she was being replaced. So she became super clingy and constantly dumped her problems on us. Like, she never asked us how we were doing; she just started talking about her pain. She never once screamed at us, but she would become super passive-aggressive--like subtweeting, silent treatment, or purposely having a "dramatically good time" with someone else in front of us to make us feel bad or to communicate her feelings. She was passive-aggressive about a lot of things, like she didn't come up to us and say she was upset--she would go off by herself and start crying until we noticed her, act hurt until we asked if she was okay, or posted concerning things on the internet in hopes that we would be concerned and ask her about it. This was the only way she expressed that she was mad at us. If we told her she'd hurt our feelings, she would be vicious to herself and spiral into suicidal ideation. I feel like she did a lot of self-hatred to get our attention and sympathy to validate that we cared and wouldn't leave her, but I know she actually hated herself a whole lot too--we constantly had to tell her that she was not a bad person. I think she had a lot more hatred for herself than anyone else. Whenever she messed up at all, even on something really minor, she would tell herself that she deserved to die.
I grew very weary of her constant emotional turmoil. After months of this, she finally sought professional therapy.
Does any of her behavior indicate any specific type, or is this too unhealthy to be typed at all?
Well, it seemed like she was always looking for things to get upset over. When something minor happened, she would tease her sadness until the issue became insurmountable. It seemed like she put herself in painful situations or sabotaged herself so she could get comfort and pity. One time she confided in me that she felt like she almost liked going through tough times so she could have an interesting life story, and to feel like she overcame something and came out stronger. When she was us, she was preoccupied with abandonment. All the time she felt like we were going to leave her, that she was our second choice, that we didn't like her, that everyone was out to get her, that we would replace her with someone better. It was like paranoia; if she was sitting on the end, she thought it was because we hated her. She constantly made everything about her--if we were ever laughing and joking around with someone else, she would freak out and think she was being replaced. So she became super clingy and constantly dumped her problems on us. Like, she never asked us how we were doing; she just started talking about her pain. She never once screamed at us, but she would become super passive-aggressive--like subtweeting, silent treatment, or purposely having a "dramatically good time" with someone else in front of us to make us feel bad or to communicate her feelings. She was passive-aggressive about a lot of things, like she didn't come up to us and say she was upset--she would go off by herself and start crying until we noticed her, act hurt until we asked if she was okay, or posted concerning things on the internet in hopes that we would be concerned and ask her about it. This was the only way she expressed that she was mad at us. If we told her she'd hurt our feelings, she would be vicious to herself and spiral into suicidal ideation. I feel like she did a lot of self-hatred to get our attention and sympathy to validate that we cared and wouldn't leave her, but I know she actually hated herself a whole lot too--we constantly had to tell her that she was not a bad person. I think she had a lot more hatred for herself than anyone else. Whenever she messed up at all, even on something really minor, she would tell herself that she deserved to die.
I grew very weary of her constant emotional turmoil. After months of this, she finally sought professional therapy.
Does any of her behavior indicate any specific type, or is this too unhealthy to be typed at all?