Since this thread exists I may as well get something concrete done with it. The truth is that I am playing with types since I indeed think that I am mistyped. I am core 5 but I think that I am actually 531, the problem is that in the end integration turns this into 583 or perhaps even 853 in some cases. Therefore I have a problem getting to the bottom line of myself, especially since 5 and 3 are camouflage types and on the gut type I have 9 wing, the third camouflage type.
The thing is that my e8 tendencies and my e1 tendencies are basically just artificial shields against my environemnt, 8 came from my country being invaded and dealing with bullies, while 1 came from the fact that my parents are messy/clumsy FPs. The thing is that if people who know me were togather I am not sure that the they would discribe the same person since I adapt for the most part if I have to be around people. As a matter of fact my own mother claims that she doesn't know me that well. On the other hand: I am pretty good at nudging situations into my advantage, all of my presentations are rated as good or very good, many tritypes can fit me, I can be funny at times, my claims that I am bad with emotions are more of a attention seeking strategy than the absolute truth, I am getting ENTJ scores for years even if I am not one, I am good with money, all of my long term avatars where "classy/powerful", I took the paths that I don't like only because that benefited me on the long run, I am good at grabing attention with shock strategy or turning things upside down, I am likely to have an ace hidden somewhere, I never had more than 10 punds extra from my ideal weight, I have problems with women due to my own emotional untranparency and problems with being emotionally naked, my goals go very very far, I am very good at drilling through people's arguments and I think that this is clearly visible from my posting style etc.
Let's be honest does this sound more like 1, 8 or 3 ?
The core problem is that I consider myself to be unlikable for what I really am ....