Because I was just so far removed from God, I couldn't see that He could be real. I grew up going to church, I was an acolyte, I knew the 10 Commandments, my mom taught Sunday school, but when the world confronted me on the question of God (I think it was probably in Phil 101 as I said), I had to acquiesce that since there was no proof, and because I didn't have a personal relationship with God or Jesus, God just wasn't true.
One truly does need to be born again to obtain the kingdom of heaven, as Jesus says to Nicodemus.

When I became born again, I now had an intimate relationship with God, and there is no way I would believe He isn't true.
Correct me if I'm wrong, but there is a story about a prophet who God had killed by lions for failing to obey a simple command that he should not eat or drink in a certain land, and turning or allowing a woman to be turned into a pillar of salt. Does God truly love his creations or, we are just guinea pigs to him.....
The Prophet had ignored God's stern warning and listened to another Prophet instead. The point being, you must listen to God over everyone else. If you don't, something bad could happen.
Same idea with the woman. She was being disobedient to God's angels, which is a sin. Jewish commentary says a few different things about this, but the point is, you don't question God's authority or command.
I don't happen to believe that all the Bible stories are literal. I'm not a literalist. In fact, if you interpret the Bible literally, you are going to miss so much symbolism and metaphor, which are more meaningful that the literal story in many, if not most, cases. I believe there are pillars of salt in the desert which resemble human female form, and that it was a good way to express the foolishness of disobeying God, even for something seemingly innocuous like 'looking back' toward sin. Which I think is the main point: When God saves your life, and leads you out of sin, don't look back longingly at it!
Interesting to note too, that Lot went on right afterwards to father a new tribe of people when his daughters got him drunk and became incestuous with him in a cave. So, this makes Lot's wife's disobedience even more far-reaching, as it affected that whole clan and tribe, which fathered some of the enemies of the Israelites, the Moabites and Ammonites. These same tribes also eventually became followers of Islam.
Very nice avvy, btw.