Chimerical
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- Apr 30, 2008
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I've been avoiding people lately. Last time I was around them by choice was 3 nights ago. I went to common grounds and hung out with a few friends. At some point everyone wanted to go to Denny's. I never tried to invite myself along, and I wasn't invited either. These were people who claim they're my friends.
In the days that followed no one's bothered to call. Right now when I checked my inbox since then I notice only 3 messages. All are responses to things I initially started.
And thus I've decided that people suck. The night before the last time i was at common's I was walking with Taaj and Kenny to Dave's house. Taaja nd Kenny asked me if I'd like to come along, Dave never did. Initially i was walking because they were walking on the way to my house but when I branced off to go home they said I should come, so I mentioned I needed to drop something off first and then I would catch up with them.
Later during the walk, Dave very indirectly hints that he doesn't want me to come over. He mentions a scenerio where him Taaj and Kenny are going to break into a house and tries to find a reason why I shouldn't be with them, while he's fishing for a reason I point out that I think his story is complete bull and that Taaj and Kenny aren't the type to break into a house and that Taaj is too smart to do that while wearing a bright white hoody. He comes up with another indirect way of telling me he doesn't want me to come along. I say that if you want to deliver a message you should be more direct with what you're trying to say and that it's childish to use indirect messages for the reason he's using them. I tell him that people will be indirect so that any direct questioning of what's being said can be denied.
Shortly after I ask why he doesn't want me to go along. He denies not wanting me to go along and goes back to being indirect again. I don't really have time for it and decided that I would simply go for a walk with Taaj and Kenny and return home after they got to his house.
Dave tell's me it's very rude and disrespectful that I didn't ask him if I could come over and stops walking. I tell him I'm not going to his house, but he still wont walk and Taaj and Kenny ARE going to his house and need to know where to go not to mention having him there. Eventually he keeps walking and tells me that if I get near his house he'll call the cops on me. I laugh and say "for what? Going for a walk with two of my friends?" Eventually he gets frustrated and tells me to leave and go home, I ignor him.
He gets in my face and tells me I need to show him respect and that I need to ask to go to his house. I tell him that I don't give respect to people who demand it and espescially not someone who doesn't seem to deserve it either.
He keeps making demands and yelling at me, and I tell him that taking out his frustration and insecurities out on me isn't going to work. I say that he feels the need to be in control and is desperately trying to control me to feel better about himself but it's not going to work.
That's when he threatens to hit me in the face and I stand there just as I was and tell him that it's usually the person who's run out of things to say or feels as if they've lost control over the situation that throws the first punch. I tell him that he can hit me, but it just shows how pathetic of a person he is and that we both know it's because he's feelling really insecure and want's someone else to hurt like he does inside.
He steps in to hit me and Taaj pushes him back. Eventually after me talking I get Taaj to let him go, but he never hits me.
In the days that followed no one's bothered to call. Right now when I checked my inbox since then I notice only 3 messages. All are responses to things I initially started.
And thus I've decided that people suck. The night before the last time i was at common's I was walking with Taaj and Kenny to Dave's house. Taaja nd Kenny asked me if I'd like to come along, Dave never did. Initially i was walking because they were walking on the way to my house but when I branced off to go home they said I should come, so I mentioned I needed to drop something off first and then I would catch up with them.
Later during the walk, Dave very indirectly hints that he doesn't want me to come over. He mentions a scenerio where him Taaj and Kenny are going to break into a house and tries to find a reason why I shouldn't be with them, while he's fishing for a reason I point out that I think his story is complete bull and that Taaj and Kenny aren't the type to break into a house and that Taaj is too smart to do that while wearing a bright white hoody. He comes up with another indirect way of telling me he doesn't want me to come along. I say that if you want to deliver a message you should be more direct with what you're trying to say and that it's childish to use indirect messages for the reason he's using them. I tell him that people will be indirect so that any direct questioning of what's being said can be denied.
Shortly after I ask why he doesn't want me to go along. He denies not wanting me to go along and goes back to being indirect again. I don't really have time for it and decided that I would simply go for a walk with Taaj and Kenny and return home after they got to his house.
Dave tell's me it's very rude and disrespectful that I didn't ask him if I could come over and stops walking. I tell him I'm not going to his house, but he still wont walk and Taaj and Kenny ARE going to his house and need to know where to go not to mention having him there. Eventually he keeps walking and tells me that if I get near his house he'll call the cops on me. I laugh and say "for what? Going for a walk with two of my friends?" Eventually he gets frustrated and tells me to leave and go home, I ignor him.
He gets in my face and tells me I need to show him respect and that I need to ask to go to his house. I tell him that I don't give respect to people who demand it and espescially not someone who doesn't seem to deserve it either.
He keeps making demands and yelling at me, and I tell him that taking out his frustration and insecurities out on me isn't going to work. I say that he feels the need to be in control and is desperately trying to control me to feel better about himself but it's not going to work.
That's when he threatens to hit me in the face and I stand there just as I was and tell him that it's usually the person who's run out of things to say or feels as if they've lost control over the situation that throws the first punch. I tell him that he can hit me, but it just shows how pathetic of a person he is and that we both know it's because he's feelling really insecure and want's someone else to hurt like he does inside.
He steps in to hit me and Taaj pushes him back. Eventually after me talking I get Taaj to let him go, but he never hits me.
