Weed - everyday : im chronic
Coke - a few times : just to try, didn't care for it, don't see the big deal...way too much money and have to keep snorting every 20 mins or so to keep a buzz, wouldn't do it again
Rit - on occasion : loved it everytime
Acid - a few times a year : only really enjoy it when i'm doing it with only 1 other person that i'm very close with
Shrooms - once : happiest trip i've EVER had
Morning Glory - 5 or 6 times maybe : tastes like a bag of dirty assholes, but well worth it!
Speed - a couple times : enjoyed it the first time, that was about it. too sketchy of a drug for me!
Ecstasy - unsure of usage amounts as i did it during a year i barely remember : would NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER touch it again! let me make this clear...when i say ecstasy i do no mean pure MDMA.. i mean the cut shit that you don't know what you're getting and it has a lot of speed in it... sketchiest buzz EVER...come down so brutal i was teetering on the edge of being suicidal
MDMA - once : now this is what ecstasy is SUPPOSED to be! this shit is DA BOMB! pure happiness and contentment... no come down.
Ketamine - once : worst thing i've ever snorted in my life... BRUTALLY painful.... and like coke u gotta keep snorting every so often... BUT quite an interesting buzz! thoroughly enjoyed it...but a drug i would only do the way i would acid..with 1 other person i know very well.
Salvia - a handful of times: people don't get fucked on it because they don't smoke it right...do it right and you'll have the most intense hallucinogenic experience of your life all piled into 5 minutes.. but be wary light drug users... this is not a drug for those who scare easy on a trip... it can be terrifying if u start to panic... but it's a very very short trip
DM - twice : 1st time was the cough syrup - had a horrible allergic reaction and scratched my legs, without realizing it, until they were blood soaked. why i tried it again im not sure.. but i did only the 2nd time i took the capsules..much better than drinking disgusting cough syrup. 2nd time buzz was wicked! i tripped with a boyfriend at the time (as i usually do).. our shared trip was mind blowing... if you go to the bathroom while on this drug..don't look in the mirror.. you WILL get lost!
2cb - twice : 1st time blew my fuckin' mind! never had so much fun on a psychedelic (synthetic however) in a group type setting in my life. 2nd time was severely sketchy... this is one drug i still ponder as to what made the difference in the 2 separate trips. not a drug for those not use to tripping!
Prescription Drugs - daily : my drugs of choice are opiates & benzos mixed together.... all i have to say is DO NOT DO IT! they will offer you relief of whatever you are medicating and/or self-medicating for only for a short period before they completely steal your life.
So i guess the bottom line here is...i fucking love drugs.... IN MODERATION WITH A LEVEL HEAD AND A PLANNED TRIP. It's all about balance. However, i would never touch anything that can get you addicted on the first buzz. I like tripping a few times a year on hallucinogenics, i love my weed because it really helps with my mental illness and plainly makes me happy (tho i think it may be to blame for my memory loss and lower cognitive functioning - so i plan to cut way back).
Drugs i would do again:
Rit - rarely
MDMA - maybe once or twice again
2cb - undecided
Ketamine - maybe just a couple times spread throughout a few years
Salvia - a couple times a year
Acid - a couple times a year
Shrooms - whenever i can get em again!
Morning Glory - maybe a few times, undecided
Drugs i wouldn't do again:
DM - HORRIBLE for you! i had an amazing trip the 2nd time, but i wouldn't push my luck, and it's just so so so bad for you!
Coke - no thank you!! (something i found interesting is that apparently most opiate addicts do not like coke)
Speed - no
Ecstasy - NEVER EVER EVER
Prescription Drugs - once i'm clean, never again (i'd like to think optimistically and that i will not relapse)
This is probably the first serious post i've made on this forum. Perhaps way too honest... but that's who i am. So thanks to anyone who took the time to read this and if you have any questions please msg me.