Long & Tangential
Hmm...I'm not one who thinks she has had or is planning to 'have a walk with God' or that path you speak of. But, I am a spiritual person and a person of faith.
I think if I were of an organized Christian denomination such as yourself (?) like I once was, I would say that faith is about getting tested continually, in itself there is no ultimate purpose other than to keep you on a righteous path.
You can and should question the nature of God and good versus evil, but ultimately you need to just surrender to God and His love. You do your best and accept that there
is order and reason to His plan and it's not your place to try to second guess it. If you are unable to fathom the vastness of God and the Universe, it is because of your own spiritual and intellectual and basically
human limitations, because the true nature of God is unknoweable on this plane, which is exactly why you need to hold onto your faith even more.
I'm surprised no one has brought up Job, yet.
Does this sound cynical and like I'm twisting something? I really don't think I am. This is kinda of what I got from my own immersion in the church and from what listening to other self-described Christians.
I don't really understand when people say, "Why does God do or allow terrible things" usually followed by, "God must not exist". If by "God" you mean compassion and love and justice, that is in YOU. I personally believe there is rhyme and reason to the universe meaning when it comes to our everyday worlds, it's all about CAUSE and EFFECT. People as individuals and humanity as a collective needs to take responsibility for the welfare of all of us, and not blame external forces like an invisible non-corporeal entity like 'God' when things go wrong.
This does not mean I believe in 100% individual human agency and you have to 'pull yourself up by your bootstraps' because your life is solely determined by you.
God doesn't allow misery, PEOPLE do. Some people say Karma means if you are a syphillic homeless bum in this lifetime, it's because you did something to deserve it in a past life. Libertarians would say you did something to deserve it in THIS lifetime. I think yes and NO on both accounts. It means in addition to things you did (withn an environment and options that were some extent chosen for you) mostly that a great many other people mucked things up. A lot of people suffer for other people's sins (i.e. war).
If you follow a religion that teaches compassion and righteousness (most of them) then be the change and the love in the world you wish to see. Isn't part of Christianity also the idea to be a 'vessel'? And it is a continual test on this physical plane, I'm pretty sure the bible points to that a lot too though i.e. put up and shut up and take comfort in your faith.
I think the purpose of religion or spirituality or believing in some sort of order and rhyme and reason in the world (whether you are a militan atheist scientist or fundamentalist Christian) is ultimately to feel EMPOWERED and CONNECTED and COMFORTED and to help people help each other and ourselves. If there is suffering, look to human causes like greed and try to fix the root of the problem.
Religion and faith do you nor anyone else any good if it incapacitates you, immobilizes you, and makes you feel disenfranchised and cynical. And I think with almost any major organized religion, you can use it to give you strength to create the world you want.
Personally, I think there is WAYYYY too much cynicism and apathy in the world which are evil's henchmen.
Alright, I'm getting off my tangential soap box now.
*jump*
