I cleaned off my bed... finally

[INTJMom]

I just finished cleaning off my bed. It's been a mess for 2 months. I have a headache. I've been crying a lot today.

I'm afraid of the future a lot. I swing from one extreme to the other. Sometimes I think I can become a confident professional earning a good income, and sometimes I think I'm going to spend all my savings and end up poor.

Sometimes I feel like giving up and wish I could die... but that wouldn't be good for my kids.

But I'm glad I finally cleaned off my bed.
Now for the piles and boxes and bags in the corner.

 

[The_Liquid_Laser]

 

[Quiet]

I hope things are better now.

 

[INTJMom]

Yes... things are a lot better now! I found a great job with great pay and just finished my second week of work. I enjoy what I'm doing, I get to wear jeans and sneakers, I love my supervisor... and she loves me... and I'm really just as happy as a duck playing in a puddle!

 

[Quiet]