Nope, I'm serious. I'm not trolling at all. I just gave her an obvious answer for this obvious question. When I feel depressed, I start to think.
I realize: "Wait a minute, that doesn't make sense. Wtf am I doing anyway? Fuck this. I'll do something that will actually help me in the future, like studying some psychology to help me as a defense attorney...." Then, I automatically forget what the hell just happened because I'm distracted to the fascinating depth of psychology and the joy of having an explanation of how normal people work and why they work like that.
In my opinion, emotions are an evil curse that prevent humans from thinking clearly. Emotions, to me, are a nasty fog blinding people from reality.
Every war ever fought was triggered by emotion; a clash of ideals that oppose each other inevitably create conflict.
Not only that, but because of emotion, the bane of my existence, religion, exists, because most humans are too weak not to depend on something.
Believing in "God" is creating false faith and hope for the sake of being optimistic. Religion is, to me, a synonym for propaganda to encourage wars.
But why is all this chaos created anyway?
Because emotions exist. People subliminally want war because people are killed and this satisfies the "kill or be killed" instinct. If there were no emotions, and only logic, the world would be nearly perfect, because perfect makes sense.
One cannot have become evil if one wasn't good before. There are no exceptions.
Let's take Ted Bundy for an example. Was he evil? No. What he did, he percieved as fun. Others saw it as wrong and evil. It's you that thinks Ted Bundy is evil because what he did goes against your ideals,
thus creating conflict. He was neither good nor evil. Just a mere troll.
Am I a sociopath? No. You're the sociopath if you can't understand my viewpoint. despite this, it has alot of reality in it, too.
Also, sociopaths have emotions, too, but they only understand their own.
I sometimes might not be able to control my curse, but I accept that it's a curse at all. Many people cannot.
You get it, or you don't. I don't want to pull anyone through "DABDA", the 5 stages of grief.
Believe what you want, but in my opinion, being overly emotional is a disorder. The most common one in humanity, even more common than stupidity.