Adpako
New member
- Joined
- Nov 25, 2017
- Messages
- 7
- MBTI Type
- infp
- Enneagram
- 5w4
- Instinctual Variant
- sx/so
How in the fucking hell could i be a 9 IF im obsessed with my self image. I am super curious about how i come off to other people. When i have a problem, i fucking dive into it, trying to think myself through it. I get obsessed with stuff, and obsess over stuff (overthinking). I get paranoid. I BECOME the type of music i listen to at the moment of time. I over identify with stuff(music, movies, styles) feeling like i own it all, and its only mine.
I am not afraid of separation, i feel like i could cut contact with people way too easily. Not forever tho ofc, but I wouldnt mind moving away for a year, and just live another life for a while.
i have believed im a 9 for the longest time, but is it even possible to be a 9 when this is what i feel?
my brothers are 4w5 and 5w4, and i feel like i could be one of those, but at the same time, me and my brothers are really different. I have zero motivation, they do stuff and learn stuff frequently.
And last but not least, i am super careful about not «copying» anyone, i have always wanted to be original, and typical ME. Seems like the 9 would love to merge into someone else, i would hate that, its kind of a fear of mine. I get inspiration from people, but try to hide where i got it from lol. Copycats sucks.
I am not afraid of separation, i feel like i could cut contact with people way too easily. Not forever tho ofc, but I wouldnt mind moving away for a year, and just live another life for a while.
i have believed im a 9 for the longest time, but is it even possible to be a 9 when this is what i feel?
my brothers are 4w5 and 5w4, and i feel like i could be one of those, but at the same time, me and my brothers are really different. I have zero motivation, they do stuff and learn stuff frequently.
And last but not least, i am super careful about not «copying» anyone, i have always wanted to be original, and typical ME. Seems like the 9 would love to merge into someone else, i would hate that, its kind of a fear of mine. I get inspiration from people, but try to hide where i got it from lol. Copycats sucks.