wu lan
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Anyone ever experience this before?
I feel like the things around me are practially non-existent.
This has been happening since I was a kid. I was so into my imagination that time passing by and suddenly it is evening and I'm tired, but I get nothing done. I know better that not getting it done will give me bad consequenses in the future, even the process of how it will get bad. I've been failing before and I know well how it turns out in the end.
For example, even when homework is in front of me, I could not sense any part of it. Like I can just throw them away anytime I want, but I shouldn't do it, I will ruin my future if I do so. Yet, it does nothing as motivation. Before, I can get by with the thought of my mom who will be ashamed if I fail on class, and somehow, I get it done. But now, it doesn't cut it anymore. I don't care anymore.
It's like there's no bridge which helps me get through and reach that material in the other side so I can work on it. It feels disconnected. I just can't sense that they are existing, eventhough I can see them laying out clearly in front of me. Eventhough I know I can see my future if I don't do anything about it.
I try to force myself and do something like posting this.
I try taking a walk outside, create my own meal, making plans, craft, do the simple things, maybe I get any sense back, but I still doubt it.
If anyone familiar with this, maybe you can suggest me something to do or any insight to practice getting out of this problem.
I feel like the things around me are practially non-existent.
This has been happening since I was a kid. I was so into my imagination that time passing by and suddenly it is evening and I'm tired, but I get nothing done. I know better that not getting it done will give me bad consequenses in the future, even the process of how it will get bad. I've been failing before and I know well how it turns out in the end.
For example, even when homework is in front of me, I could not sense any part of it. Like I can just throw them away anytime I want, but I shouldn't do it, I will ruin my future if I do so. Yet, it does nothing as motivation. Before, I can get by with the thought of my mom who will be ashamed if I fail on class, and somehow, I get it done. But now, it doesn't cut it anymore. I don't care anymore.
It's like there's no bridge which helps me get through and reach that material in the other side so I can work on it. It feels disconnected. I just can't sense that they are existing, eventhough I can see them laying out clearly in front of me. Eventhough I know I can see my future if I don't do anything about it.
I try to force myself and do something like posting this.
I try taking a walk outside, create my own meal, making plans, craft, do the simple things, maybe I get any sense back, but I still doubt it.
If anyone familiar with this, maybe you can suggest me something to do or any insight to practice getting out of this problem.
