Almost a year and I'm still thinking of her.

[Chimerical]

I miss Colleen. I still haven't moved on, it's been almost a year. I'm still in love. All I have are memories of the times we had together. I've never felt so attached to anyone... . She hates me.

I want to see her. I know where to find her, but she's creeped out by me. I love her, so I don't burden her with my presense. The more I tried to fix things, the more mistakes I made. I was so stupid, I wish I could erase it all, as if she never knew me, and start over. But life doesn't work that way, I have to move on. It's so hard.

On a side note, other girls don't effect me as much as the past. Hannah say's let's just be friends, I care, but I'm not as hurt. She's not Colleen. I'm fine without her.

I guess I'm only talking to girls because I need to find someone that'll make me forget about Colleen. I haven't met anyone yet. I've been meeting as many people as I can, no one stands out like her.

I wish I could rewind back time a year... .