I am the Senate
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OK, I am just going to write(technically type), some information out, random information, as I'm not sure if there's anything specific that people willing to type me need, so you will just have to take what you're given. You can of course ask me questions if you think it will help.
I'm alone most of the time. I have 2.5 people who I would deem as "friends". I say 2.5. because one of them I don't much care for, but they have a value and a utility for me, so I'll keep them around as long as think they are worthful. All 3 are childhood friends, I did have a "social circle" of up to 10 people in school, but when it was time for everyone to leave and move all over the country to continue their education at a higher level, I had to make the decision which of these people I would make the effort with to continue a friendship. I thought this process out logically and finally settled on the 2.5.
As stated previously, I am alone most of the time. Social interaction, when engaged in, is mostly because it is necessary. I can, and have, gone months without talking to even the people I consider to be my "friends". It's not really a problem, although sometimes I would rather there be someone there to converse with, to stimulate my mind and senses. Interaction with my family is as minimal as possible, I'm not affectionate, and avoid family "get-togethers" like the plague.
A lot of my time is spent thinking, fantasizing and envisioning. I like to think I have very good ability for deep and abstract thought, and reflection for hours each day for many years now is part of my routine. Indeed, it sometimes stops me getting to sleep.
I have great passion for the arts, and for many years wanted to be a musician(I have just read this bit after posting it and consider it to be a little bit of a freudian slip, as I was a musician, and still am in a more minor capacity, but I have come to the conclusion that the reason I said I "wanted" to be a musician, as opposed to "was/am" is because I never feel good enough and always strive to be better, seemingly never able to become my own definition of what it is to be X), now I want to be a filmmaker. Creative expression in an artistic form is easy for me and I find it to be extremely cathartic.
I really like sport, football(or soccer, depending on your own vocabulary) is a huge passion of mine, and some of my greatest memories are linked in with it.
Anyway I think that's enough information. What say you?
I'm alone most of the time. I have 2.5 people who I would deem as "friends". I say 2.5. because one of them I don't much care for, but they have a value and a utility for me, so I'll keep them around as long as think they are worthful. All 3 are childhood friends, I did have a "social circle" of up to 10 people in school, but when it was time for everyone to leave and move all over the country to continue their education at a higher level, I had to make the decision which of these people I would make the effort with to continue a friendship. I thought this process out logically and finally settled on the 2.5.
As stated previously, I am alone most of the time. Social interaction, when engaged in, is mostly because it is necessary. I can, and have, gone months without talking to even the people I consider to be my "friends". It's not really a problem, although sometimes I would rather there be someone there to converse with, to stimulate my mind and senses. Interaction with my family is as minimal as possible, I'm not affectionate, and avoid family "get-togethers" like the plague.
A lot of my time is spent thinking, fantasizing and envisioning. I like to think I have very good ability for deep and abstract thought, and reflection for hours each day for many years now is part of my routine. Indeed, it sometimes stops me getting to sleep.
I have great passion for the arts, and for many years wanted to be a musician(I have just read this bit after posting it and consider it to be a little bit of a freudian slip, as I was a musician, and still am in a more minor capacity, but I have come to the conclusion that the reason I said I "wanted" to be a musician, as opposed to "was/am" is because I never feel good enough and always strive to be better, seemingly never able to become my own definition of what it is to be X), now I want to be a filmmaker. Creative expression in an artistic form is easy for me and I find it to be extremely cathartic.
I really like sport, football(or soccer, depending on your own vocabulary) is a huge passion of mine, and some of my greatest memories are linked in with it.
Anyway I think that's enough information. What say you?
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