hello i have questions about my type of mbti please help me. I am a person who usually keep some things out of fear, for example, if something bad happened when I watched something I will probably avoid seeing it again because I think it has influence, I usually think a lot about my feelings, I understand the feelings of others but i'm selfish and prefer mine, i fantasize about living alone without anyone by my side just reading and living what i want to live, i feel i'm very individualistic and i don't like to share my feelings to people directly, i like to spend my day imagining conversations that I could have with people, and whenever something happens I think about the next thing that will happen, for example, now writing this I am thinking about the types of responses that may come up and other things that may also happen for cause of what i write now. I would say I have low self-esteem and put myself down more than I should, but I also like to imagine different futures and what I could do in them. I don't usually finish the things that I start and I can't concentrate totally on something, I have to do more than one thing always, if I study I always stop to think of some fantasy of mine getting the highest grade in the class or something else that I do. could do. despite being individualistic I like to see little gentleness that people do to each other and I get inwardly interned seeing it. If my parents quarrel with me my first instinct is to cry, I usually like things and get sick of them fast and people too. when I get stressed I start criticizing everything about everything, and I get very pessimistic, I usually get very aggressive when I get stressed and I always think about how wrong people are, in some situations that happened a while ago I was scared of the future because I I found myself stuck in a situation where I didn't have many choices to make and also because I was jealous and thought my boyfriend would cheat on me and no one would ever love me like him. usually I don't deal well with routine because I get less and less like myself, I prefer to have free time and I like to imagine what I can do or accomplish. I always want to turn conversations into some social-philosophical analysis, or just have fun talking a lot about what I thought during my free time. I know I'm an introvert but I can be very lively and talk things out without thinking too much, sometimes I know what people are going to say. I am absurdly sensitive to criticism, and my father who is an istp always hurts me a lot, I usually make a lot of comparisons with everything around me and I feel very connected to some things, such as cinema and literature. I don't like stuff so much that I have to learn a lot of things and decorate full texts, and after a semester I usually forget what I learned. I usually contradict myself in many things and always get lost in the characters that I create for myself, and I don't keep my tastes very constant, I'm always changing favorite band and etc, sometimes I'm afraid of losing someone I love and feel that if I do something out of the ordinary it can happen, it's just my paranoia. It's easy for me to be jealous and jealous of someone, but generally I think it doesn't matter because I can live in my own world without that person by my side. please help me, I can answer any other questions you have.
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