virtualinsanity
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- Joined
- Nov 16, 2016
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- MBTI Type
- --TP
- Enneagram
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- Instinctual Variant
- sx/sp
Since I've gotten into MBTI, I've been through : ENFP - ENTP - INFP - INTP - ESTP - INFJ - ISFP - And ENFJ.
I'm so darn multifaceted and changeable that I can no longer claim any type without feeling silly after awhile. I always feel the need to explore other options or as though I'm wrong about my type. I do know that I heavily relate to Inferior Se and lower Fe. I did think I had Inferior Te because I'm super lazy but I like plans when it comes down to it and I have a mindset that the end really does justify the means. I am a control freak but most of the time, it is disguised as Fe. (My motives for mediating are so that someone doesn't stop paying the bills, or etc.. Not because I truly care that 2 people are in conflict, all of the time. I actually like watching people go at it, though I don't want to be in the middle of it. Yet, I can also unintentionally help solve conflicts by blurting out what the core issues are that either party isn't aware of or can't identify, yet. That is a secret of mine.) I have an uncanny ability to know how to make people in a room either come together or fall apart.. and for my own reasons, each time. If I want to make things fall apart, it's either because I'm bored or I'm irritated that a certain issue isn't being addressed that needs to be addressed.
While Stressed/Super Depressed - I indulge in junk food, reckless affairs, activities, and I spring into action and actually get things done because that's the mood I'm in. I also scare myself that I'm going to do something so reckless that I'm going to end up hurting myself.
I also have a habit of going back to the past, such as the 90's or the 50's era.. and tricking myself into thinking that's the way fashion, music, and life is in the current moment. I like to lose touch with reality, on purpose at times, to escape from the boring reality of things.. and harp on the way things were as a child.
How I Live My Life: I live my life based on Astrological transits, tarot cards, and the vibe of the day. Sometimes, I like to create my own atmospheres, so I'll organize my room a certain way, or wherever I am.. in order to feel comfortable. If it was up to me, I'd organized all of the rooms in my house according to how I feel the vibe is going to be. The aesthetics of it all, could be pretty neat.. but unless the vibe I get from the rooms are comfortable, I will still change it... no matter how aesthetically pleasing it is.
When it comes to people and society, I'd rather not deal with people on a personal level. As far as friendship goes, I'm one of those friends you might not hear from in weeks but I will always remember to check on you when I'm supposed to. If you don't hear from me, it's either because I forgot to respond or simply put, I'm elsewhere, doing other things, and focusing on those people surrounding those other things that I'm doing.
I don't like to make lots of friends because people are too much work for the most part and sometimes I feel totally careless. The only time I like chatting with others is if they've got something juicy to tell me, if it's about a crush they have, I have, romance, or if they're engaging my intellect. I also like to play the "counselor" because I feel as though I'm great at identifying issues, immediately where others can't.
I'm also good at picking up on others' motives by simply taking notes of patterns of behaviors.. and I'll usually call out a group of people as a whole after awhile of observing what's going on. If whatever patterns I discover, annoy me, I'll go about pointing what I've discovered out, in a straight-forward tactless way. However, if what I've discovered is not irritating but I feel as though I can help others discover things about themselves, they never knew or thought about before, I'll do that one on one or as a whole. In a nutshell, I feel like I'm tuned into people's subconscious and therefore, I get the "real" them before they even get the "real" them.
In person, I am very fast paced, to myself, kind of quiet, (mostly if you don't know me) but I'm also read to get all up in your face if you irritate me. (I'm a very irritable person. I have a mood disorder which causes this, I'm guessing. I was diagnosed but I'm not sure my mood disorder causes me to be irritated.)
Learning new things that give me newer perspectives on life, make me super happy. One time, I learned something new about something I really liked to study and research, and I cried happy tears. Sometimes, I just Google, "Things you didn't know about the brain" or something like that. Other things I like doing, is: Playing in online competitions, playing video games, sports, writing poetry, writing down philosophy, channeling spirits, dabbling in sorcery, lucid dreaming, dancing, singing, producing music, playing fictitious dating games because I've no interest in having real sex, (as a form of control over my own body), and etc. I would like to say that if I didn't have so much control over my body or if I were a guy, I'd probably be a sex maniac, simply because it feels good and that's it... and although I don't believe in multiple sex partners for females, I feel if I allowed myself to take it there, from there on out, I wouldn't care. I'm also bisexual. (I don't care for any attention except from the person I'm crushing on at the moment.)
1. I don't believe women should sleep around because they're entered into and unless they can wash inside their vaginas with a wash cloth, they're simply dirty little sl-ts. However, I don't tell others what to do simply because it isn't my place. However, Sl-ts get on my nerves and irritate me because I feel like women seek attention from men through sex with multiple partners and most of the time, with women, it's about feeling 'special' and 'validated' by surrounding themselves with a bunch of men.
2. Live and Let Live ..unless it's dumb. I can't stand people who cut in the way of other people's lives because of the way they decide to dress, who they decide to love and etc. This is why I don't tell sl-ts I want to fight them, even though most are attention seeking wh-res. If it came down to it, the argument would come down to me not minding my own business.. and they'd be right. I think it's dumb and rude to give an opinion where it isn't asked for if it has nothing to do with you. The majority of society is like this and it irritates the crap out of me. Stay in your lane.
3. Outside of the romantic department, I can't stand people who know the facts or do the math, yet, still choose to act ignorant. What I mean is, if something is not adding up and you cling to it for the sake of belief or because you're too stubborn to get over it and don't admit that's the reason... I get pretty irritated. It can also be pretty amusing, especially when I'm debating something such as the Bible, with a clear guideline to go by.. and I point out the contradictions and see people squander for excuses to make for it.
4. I love to debate religion, politics, and widely accept ideologies. I don't seek out debating these things as much as I used to because I don't like hurting other people's feelings on purpose in the midst of these things, nor do I like dealing with emotional people who deny logic for belief... I believe emotion should be left out of seeking the truth of the grand scheme.. Plus, it's just a hobby I've grown apart from. However, I noticed that once caught up in these discussions, I get into them, pretty deep.
5. Conspiracy theories set my soul on fire. I love a good conspiracy theory, especially when I'm show evidence that doesn't add up to whatever story was trying to be told. I used to make videos about my different theories about life.
6. I believe aliens exists, ghosts, psychics, demons, angels, entities and etc.. but.. Then again, I believe everyone's reality might just be a figment of their imagination.. and even our figment of imagination can be a figment of our imagination.. Overall, I'd describe myself as a Pantheist/Antheist. If God(s) is/are up there, I don't think he gives a sh-t about anyone.
Hmm.. Last minute thoughts?
I have good athletic ability. I played basketball in high school and was obsessed with the NBA awhile before they messed the teams all up and switched to new players. I also love to play sports, physical activities, (If I'm not too freaking lazy), and I am very good at learning new dance moves by just watching and imitating. I'm also good at doing impressions of others. (Vocal and physical imitations.)
Sometimes, I stick to one idea, other times, I branch of into a billion different ones. I also know how to take people and add character to them by adding something completely unrelated. For example, I expand on Donald Trump's character, to make an even funnier character when I imitate him. Trump might end up peeking through your windows at night and having nasty habits that we don't know Trump has or doesn't. I'm just really goofy in that way.
My communication is very straight-forward and sometimes, I can be blunt. My mother described me as someone who voices what she wants, knows what she wants, and goes after it. - I agree with this. I also have a violent streak when I get irritated or upset. I just want to break stuff or fight somebody. (Fighting used to be a hobby but as long as the other person agreed to do it, for fun.) I think I'd get a lot out of boxing.
I'm also heavily into Harry Potter and anything that reminds me of magic and a reality different from the boring reality we have here and now. (I wish we could fly on broomsticks. This reality is lame asf.)
I suffer from extreme anxiety, (I was diagnosed).. and Bipolar 2 Disorder... So, there's that.
Okay, I'm done. I just want to hear some people's input because I'm lost. I did come to the conclusion I was a certain personality type but before anyone is subconsciously influenced by what it is, I'm not telling at the moment.
Helpies, though!
I feel so expansive that I feel I don't have a type but I think I do at the same time.. lol
I'm so darn multifaceted and changeable that I can no longer claim any type without feeling silly after awhile. I always feel the need to explore other options or as though I'm wrong about my type. I do know that I heavily relate to Inferior Se and lower Fe. I did think I had Inferior Te because I'm super lazy but I like plans when it comes down to it and I have a mindset that the end really does justify the means. I am a control freak but most of the time, it is disguised as Fe. (My motives for mediating are so that someone doesn't stop paying the bills, or etc.. Not because I truly care that 2 people are in conflict, all of the time. I actually like watching people go at it, though I don't want to be in the middle of it. Yet, I can also unintentionally help solve conflicts by blurting out what the core issues are that either party isn't aware of or can't identify, yet. That is a secret of mine.) I have an uncanny ability to know how to make people in a room either come together or fall apart.. and for my own reasons, each time. If I want to make things fall apart, it's either because I'm bored or I'm irritated that a certain issue isn't being addressed that needs to be addressed.
While Stressed/Super Depressed - I indulge in junk food, reckless affairs, activities, and I spring into action and actually get things done because that's the mood I'm in. I also scare myself that I'm going to do something so reckless that I'm going to end up hurting myself.
I also have a habit of going back to the past, such as the 90's or the 50's era.. and tricking myself into thinking that's the way fashion, music, and life is in the current moment. I like to lose touch with reality, on purpose at times, to escape from the boring reality of things.. and harp on the way things were as a child.
How I Live My Life: I live my life based on Astrological transits, tarot cards, and the vibe of the day. Sometimes, I like to create my own atmospheres, so I'll organize my room a certain way, or wherever I am.. in order to feel comfortable. If it was up to me, I'd organized all of the rooms in my house according to how I feel the vibe is going to be. The aesthetics of it all, could be pretty neat.. but unless the vibe I get from the rooms are comfortable, I will still change it... no matter how aesthetically pleasing it is.
When it comes to people and society, I'd rather not deal with people on a personal level. As far as friendship goes, I'm one of those friends you might not hear from in weeks but I will always remember to check on you when I'm supposed to. If you don't hear from me, it's either because I forgot to respond or simply put, I'm elsewhere, doing other things, and focusing on those people surrounding those other things that I'm doing.
I don't like to make lots of friends because people are too much work for the most part and sometimes I feel totally careless. The only time I like chatting with others is if they've got something juicy to tell me, if it's about a crush they have, I have, romance, or if they're engaging my intellect. I also like to play the "counselor" because I feel as though I'm great at identifying issues, immediately where others can't.
I'm also good at picking up on others' motives by simply taking notes of patterns of behaviors.. and I'll usually call out a group of people as a whole after awhile of observing what's going on. If whatever patterns I discover, annoy me, I'll go about pointing what I've discovered out, in a straight-forward tactless way. However, if what I've discovered is not irritating but I feel as though I can help others discover things about themselves, they never knew or thought about before, I'll do that one on one or as a whole. In a nutshell, I feel like I'm tuned into people's subconscious and therefore, I get the "real" them before they even get the "real" them.
In person, I am very fast paced, to myself, kind of quiet, (mostly if you don't know me) but I'm also read to get all up in your face if you irritate me. (I'm a very irritable person. I have a mood disorder which causes this, I'm guessing. I was diagnosed but I'm not sure my mood disorder causes me to be irritated.)
Learning new things that give me newer perspectives on life, make me super happy. One time, I learned something new about something I really liked to study and research, and I cried happy tears. Sometimes, I just Google, "Things you didn't know about the brain" or something like that. Other things I like doing, is: Playing in online competitions, playing video games, sports, writing poetry, writing down philosophy, channeling spirits, dabbling in sorcery, lucid dreaming, dancing, singing, producing music, playing fictitious dating games because I've no interest in having real sex, (as a form of control over my own body), and etc. I would like to say that if I didn't have so much control over my body or if I were a guy, I'd probably be a sex maniac, simply because it feels good and that's it... and although I don't believe in multiple sex partners for females, I feel if I allowed myself to take it there, from there on out, I wouldn't care. I'm also bisexual. (I don't care for any attention except from the person I'm crushing on at the moment.)
1. I don't believe women should sleep around because they're entered into and unless they can wash inside their vaginas with a wash cloth, they're simply dirty little sl-ts. However, I don't tell others what to do simply because it isn't my place. However, Sl-ts get on my nerves and irritate me because I feel like women seek attention from men through sex with multiple partners and most of the time, with women, it's about feeling 'special' and 'validated' by surrounding themselves with a bunch of men.
2. Live and Let Live ..unless it's dumb. I can't stand people who cut in the way of other people's lives because of the way they decide to dress, who they decide to love and etc. This is why I don't tell sl-ts I want to fight them, even though most are attention seeking wh-res. If it came down to it, the argument would come down to me not minding my own business.. and they'd be right. I think it's dumb and rude to give an opinion where it isn't asked for if it has nothing to do with you. The majority of society is like this and it irritates the crap out of me. Stay in your lane.
3. Outside of the romantic department, I can't stand people who know the facts or do the math, yet, still choose to act ignorant. What I mean is, if something is not adding up and you cling to it for the sake of belief or because you're too stubborn to get over it and don't admit that's the reason... I get pretty irritated. It can also be pretty amusing, especially when I'm debating something such as the Bible, with a clear guideline to go by.. and I point out the contradictions and see people squander for excuses to make for it.
4. I love to debate religion, politics, and widely accept ideologies. I don't seek out debating these things as much as I used to because I don't like hurting other people's feelings on purpose in the midst of these things, nor do I like dealing with emotional people who deny logic for belief... I believe emotion should be left out of seeking the truth of the grand scheme.. Plus, it's just a hobby I've grown apart from. However, I noticed that once caught up in these discussions, I get into them, pretty deep.
5. Conspiracy theories set my soul on fire. I love a good conspiracy theory, especially when I'm show evidence that doesn't add up to whatever story was trying to be told. I used to make videos about my different theories about life.
6. I believe aliens exists, ghosts, psychics, demons, angels, entities and etc.. but.. Then again, I believe everyone's reality might just be a figment of their imagination.. and even our figment of imagination can be a figment of our imagination.. Overall, I'd describe myself as a Pantheist/Antheist. If God(s) is/are up there, I don't think he gives a sh-t about anyone.
Hmm.. Last minute thoughts?
I have good athletic ability. I played basketball in high school and was obsessed with the NBA awhile before they messed the teams all up and switched to new players. I also love to play sports, physical activities, (If I'm not too freaking lazy), and I am very good at learning new dance moves by just watching and imitating. I'm also good at doing impressions of others. (Vocal and physical imitations.)
Sometimes, I stick to one idea, other times, I branch of into a billion different ones. I also know how to take people and add character to them by adding something completely unrelated. For example, I expand on Donald Trump's character, to make an even funnier character when I imitate him. Trump might end up peeking through your windows at night and having nasty habits that we don't know Trump has or doesn't. I'm just really goofy in that way.
My communication is very straight-forward and sometimes, I can be blunt. My mother described me as someone who voices what she wants, knows what she wants, and goes after it. - I agree with this. I also have a violent streak when I get irritated or upset. I just want to break stuff or fight somebody. (Fighting used to be a hobby but as long as the other person agreed to do it, for fun.) I think I'd get a lot out of boxing.
I'm also heavily into Harry Potter and anything that reminds me of magic and a reality different from the boring reality we have here and now. (I wish we could fly on broomsticks. This reality is lame asf.)
I suffer from extreme anxiety, (I was diagnosed).. and Bipolar 2 Disorder... So, there's that.
Okay, I'm done. I just want to hear some people's input because I'm lost. I did come to the conclusion I was a certain personality type but before anyone is subconsciously influenced by what it is, I'm not telling at the moment.
Helpies, though!
I feel so expansive that I feel I don't have a type but I think I do at the same time.. lol