Icefire
New member
- Joined
- Dec 6, 2016
- Messages
- 22
- MBTI Type
- ISFP
- Enneagram
- 6w5
I took this test idk how many time and guess really goes about how I'm feeling or home situation. When in school I was not exactly quite either and also loved to make people laugh. When I got in a relationship I put all my time and energy into being a good mom. I worked part time at a convenient store and had no problem talking to people I didn't even know, that was my thrill and at times hated going home bc the person I was with was an introvert and I hated the silence and bugged the life out of me. I could never find my talents so I just went with the flow an figure I'm pretty smart in my own dumb way I could figure it out. I'm really good at doing hair so my goal was to be a hair dresser, I would do other peoples hair on the side line before actually going to school for it. Anyways I got bored with it and my figure hurt from doing it so much and every piece of hair out of place would drive me nuts... So forget that Ill be a nurse instead, got my cna and worked in a mental facility. I split up with the introvert bc he cheated on me and I felt FREE!!!! I couldn't be more alive, going out clubbing with co-workers. Doing drugs I regretted and could never be alone, it scared me. I had friends come live with me helping me with my kids bc I was a terrible mom and has always had a short temper.
Anyways fast forward had a friend who had always came over to my house and he always brought his friend over as well and we just kicked it and smoked pot, they crashed in my living room while I went to go sleep in my room with my kids. 6 months later I ended up hooking up with my friend and I don't think I remember ever being so in love. I always wanted to find ways too please him and never wanted him too leave my side. He also is an extrovert and took on the role of a dad very quickly and lovingly.
Fast forward we wanted to change so we joined a church and got off the weed and found ways to enjoy life as Christians. Only thing is, the people at my church made me feel uncomfortable. I didn't just jump into their crowd if anything I shyed away from them. Their activities bored me, they had fun like volleyball or planning the next event an so on. It took me almost 2 yrs to warm up to them and felt more comfortable at my job chit chatting with co-workers. But me an co-workers had very strong different beliefs so we left those topics out, but bc of my beliefs I couldn't relate to them in their lifestyle anymore.
More forward I was told I should focus on my children more and I was pregnant so I ended up becoming a stay at home mom and even decided to homeschool them. I've been a stay at home mom for 3 years now and my husband can not relate too me emotionally so I'm frustrated being home ALL by myself. I mean I have my kids but they talk too much an not on my level so if anything I'm annoyed. I ended up getting sick and not knowing what is wrong due to no insurance and seem to be tired a lot more. I actually don't want to go out anymore either, I don't want to go to church or their events as well. I go crazy with all the noise my kids create so at nights when its quite I stay up late bc it my me time. I don't want to be around anyone anymore. I just want too be alone. I cant think with all the noise in my house and I'm very frustrated bc those church friends in my opinion are not close friends I can just share what I'm going through with. I have no friends an my husband is starting to get frustrated with me bc I stare at the wall so much and just think about my life and how I used too be so cool and fun and this new me is not really me. I think I'm sad probably the saddest I've ever been as an adult. Money doesn't make me happy neither does I love you's from my family.
when I take the test It says I'm a ISFP, but when I get on isfp forums it doesn't sound like me. I mean in school people called me weird from time to time bc I would use my stupidity to make them laugh and laugh with them, not going too lie I hated being called weird though. I usually keep up with my house and not let it get too dirty and I'm a very clean person who would shower everyday. But not anymore, I just sit on the couch on my phone or closing my eyes and doing nothing from morning to night time. I take a shower probably every 3 days now and I don't care how dirty my house is, as long as I get no surprise visitors. I'm very mad inside and holding a lot of grudges towards loved ones for my past childhood an for me living in this tiny town that I hate so much. Since my husband can not relate to me I don't talk to him much of what I feel anymore. At nights I hope he falls asleep on the coach so I don't have too talk to him, I rather just be alone.
So what am I?
Anyways fast forward had a friend who had always came over to my house and he always brought his friend over as well and we just kicked it and smoked pot, they crashed in my living room while I went to go sleep in my room with my kids. 6 months later I ended up hooking up with my friend and I don't think I remember ever being so in love. I always wanted to find ways too please him and never wanted him too leave my side. He also is an extrovert and took on the role of a dad very quickly and lovingly.
Fast forward we wanted to change so we joined a church and got off the weed and found ways to enjoy life as Christians. Only thing is, the people at my church made me feel uncomfortable. I didn't just jump into their crowd if anything I shyed away from them. Their activities bored me, they had fun like volleyball or planning the next event an so on. It took me almost 2 yrs to warm up to them and felt more comfortable at my job chit chatting with co-workers. But me an co-workers had very strong different beliefs so we left those topics out, but bc of my beliefs I couldn't relate to them in their lifestyle anymore.
More forward I was told I should focus on my children more and I was pregnant so I ended up becoming a stay at home mom and even decided to homeschool them. I've been a stay at home mom for 3 years now and my husband can not relate too me emotionally so I'm frustrated being home ALL by myself. I mean I have my kids but they talk too much an not on my level so if anything I'm annoyed. I ended up getting sick and not knowing what is wrong due to no insurance and seem to be tired a lot more. I actually don't want to go out anymore either, I don't want to go to church or their events as well. I go crazy with all the noise my kids create so at nights when its quite I stay up late bc it my me time. I don't want to be around anyone anymore. I just want too be alone. I cant think with all the noise in my house and I'm very frustrated bc those church friends in my opinion are not close friends I can just share what I'm going through with. I have no friends an my husband is starting to get frustrated with me bc I stare at the wall so much and just think about my life and how I used too be so cool and fun and this new me is not really me. I think I'm sad probably the saddest I've ever been as an adult. Money doesn't make me happy neither does I love you's from my family.
when I take the test It says I'm a ISFP, but when I get on isfp forums it doesn't sound like me. I mean in school people called me weird from time to time bc I would use my stupidity to make them laugh and laugh with them, not going too lie I hated being called weird though. I usually keep up with my house and not let it get too dirty and I'm a very clean person who would shower everyday. But not anymore, I just sit on the couch on my phone or closing my eyes and doing nothing from morning to night time. I take a shower probably every 3 days now and I don't care how dirty my house is, as long as I get no surprise visitors. I'm very mad inside and holding a lot of grudges towards loved ones for my past childhood an for me living in this tiny town that I hate so much. Since my husband can not relate to me I don't talk to him much of what I feel anymore. At nights I hope he falls asleep on the coach so I don't have too talk to him, I rather just be alone.
So what am I?