My Ni says it's right... Lol.
Ni is a blind seer. Even though it may be clairvoyant, it's still blind, and on top of that, it's relatively helpless. A blind seer is useless unless there's anyone to listen (Te).
In subjective matters, I've found that Ni often leads me 'astray' as in that it gives me things that don't go along with the rest of the group, and keeps screaming about it and has led me through a lot of pain and misery of being bent back into the form of the rest of the group. It may not have been 'wrong,' per se, but it can cause a lot of grief.
Agreed. Not only does Ni in itself lack adequate means of expression, it also doesn't make sense to place too much trust in it. The way Ni works is often things like recognizing expected patterns so as to match our intentions or preconceptions. It can be an awesome time saver, because we're able to hold an independent intent and hone in on the relevant areas really quickly... but it also just strikes me as a bit dubious/untrustworthy, and in need of a very serious and in-depth analysis so as to properly frame it, or to take it with a grain of salt when necessary. Often times Ni can sort of exaggerate or underplay things according to intent, and often times some adjustment may be necessary after the initial realization.
Ni also isn't exceptionally useful in all fields of life. It tends to deal with essences and idealistic circumstances. Good for generalizing or theoretical observations. Not so good at a closer or more detailed level.
And Ni is just too difficult to substantiate with reasoning, sometimes. It's like, I know there is some profound relationship between some subjective symbols I have inside me, but they can seem almost so mysterious or profound, that I'm lucky to even be able to verbally understand it. Like it aspires to some weird essence of consciousness and experience that borders on the edge of the human mind, and is so far out there, and lacking in adequate vocabulary. It really trips me out.
I really identify with the "astray", thing, too. It sounds ridiculous when I say it... but I'll so often become preoccupied with weird or entirely irrelevant internal things. I so throughly manage to absorb myself in it, and I end up completely neglecting anything that isn't of my own inner-world. I allow it to alienate me from other people so often. I'd say it's the main means by which I self-alienate.
It's often things like dreams, hypnogogic images, visualizations, or images and symbols in general. Oftentimes it has a very mystical vibe... like I see some image or scene in my dream, and it literally touches me so much I'm haunted by the images long afterwards. There's just subjective meaning pouring from every seam, and the scenes themselves are like poetry... and it all seems deeply philosophical and symbolic, and I'll relate to it the nature of existentialism or human experience and suffering and joy and other weird transcendent things, like where the spirit goes after the body dies, what death may be like, and how life itself is all one giant dream, and each one of us is alone in our own universe.
But yeah, I find I get involved in numinous and personal things of this nature, to such an extent... that it's literally what I want to do with me life. Like spiritual/internal journeying type stuff. The world within us is so ridiculously deep. If I was going to plumb any depths, it would be those closest to me. Coincidentally, it also tends to be that in which I find the most fascination
So, yeah, INTJ's are definitely very subjective. At least this one is. I base like everything about me off of it, sometimes I trust it way too much. Or I look to it to feed some deep, individual, and philosophical yearning and I get really weird and isolated/introverted. I'll stop socializing, spend most of my time alone, forget about friendships, and preoccupy myself with gazing into the void within myself. Most of my faults tend to stem from this. Most of my joys and deepest motivations also seem to stem from this. I've incorporated it quite deeply into my view of the world. If anything, I'm most prone to trying to "lose myself" via an aspiring of the spirit. Say, in the nature and meaning of beauty and experience.