When did Fe start to get lower? After you started dealing with your personal issues?
Thank you for the link.
Hmm...BDP. I was thinking I had something like that. Makes sense actually that my issues developed into a personality disorder. Pretty sure my ISTP (?) father has NPD funny enough. >.<
And I agree actually. If this is truly my type, then I wished I had been a healthy ESFJ from the start. Would've made my life much easier. XD Loads of friends and all that.
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I hope so haha. That's good insight. It might make it more difficult for me to come up with ideas with lower Ne, but nevertheless it should not prevent me from doing so.
What, to you, makes someone "definitely" an S type? This is where my confusion comes into play, because I have a lot of the same interests as N types. When I read the cognitive functions more and more, it doesn't really make sense to me why a Si dom or aux can't enjoy learning abstract concepts, especially when engaging with lower functions.
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I think my initial post came out wrong... I don't have a problem with ESFJs or being one
per say. It's more so the qualities ESFJs are known for (i.e. being able to make fast friends easily, being charismatic and persuasive, etc) are qualities I never had. I pretty much have strong social anxiety, where I am able to "read" whether someone is bored with me or doesn't want to speak to me, etc, but I'm actually not great at reading people. If anything, I was probably more of an ISFP or INFP type when I was a little kid (hated school, pretty sensitive, not great self esteem, liked to run around and explore my environment, playing games with other kids, imagining things with my dolls, obsessed with watching tv and just seeing weird images on my screen, viewing the world in a mesh of colors, images, and song, etc), and now I'm nothing like that. Nor do I have the "Si" form of responsibility and dedication to whatever they do; with my depression, I'm very different from that, acting clumsy all the time.