If you're Si-dominant, then you are Ne-inferior. Just thought I'd let you know that.
I think you should just let it flow and revise it later. I think free-form writing often creates some of the best ever.
Yeah I realized the Ne/Si error just now derp. Is it somewhat characteristic of Ti's to try validating my type for example by asking if I exemplify certain traits out of an insecurity stemming from my inability to self-attribute (I.E. what I'm doing now by asking you these millions of questions-- looking at exceptions I 'spose)
I'll take your advice on the writing, but I find that I try going too conceptual in order to seem profound to myself, and I constantly evaluate what trickles out. Whatever, I'm semi-rambling at this point.
EDIT: I also just tried writing some stuff, and re-reading it I saw how bad and overly 'conceptual/poetic' it tried to be. If I'm going to write impulsively, then trying to contain what I'm writing into a 'theme' will make it overly obvious and childish. I have no idea how to go about it- I have no idea what to write! How will I excercise my Ne in an 'intellectual' manner beyond the silliness I'm capable of conveying in relationships? It sort of depresses me how I can't use it to create anything of 'worth' or merit...