Well, first of all I dont need to defend my position, once I made up my mind. Thats rational in itself.
And secondly I never make up my mind.
And thirdly, is it actually called thirdly ?
But fourthly, if someone would call me being not rational, most of the times it is myself. Nevertheless if it would do another person, I would lay out, why I did it in the most rational way, so I am really constantly capable of rationalizing my surroundings, not depending how irrational the nature is.
And fifthly, if still someone asks: why are you irrational ? And I would have no response, I would say: because I liked to be
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I guess in the end, being someone who constantly tries to keep track of how things work and how a leads to c and leads back to b, you develop a constant need to rationalize. I couldnt imagine life without it. I even rationalized things, when being in kindergarten, after I played a horrible joke on someone.
I guess in the end, its pretty much about your own rationality and common rationality. If you feel that you have not acted rationally, you either did bruise your own concept of rationality or common rationality.
To some common rationality is wrong and to someone their own rationality still is in need of developing. They can do that or leave it. To me acting on impulse or following an emotion nearly lead to insanity. I need to understand what I am doing, why I am doing it and where it leads to, to fuel the very foundation I am made of, to feel at peace with my own heart.
Maybe its high moral standards playing into it aswell, concerning myself, I really dont need to always be right or to explain everything to anyone. But I need a rational explanation to things for myself.
Maybe being an entp makes it more easy in that case, because if I lack an explanation, I just make up one for myself, dont talk about it and fell happy about it

. As long as noone is harmed by that, I can live with it
