Saturnal Snowqueen
Solastalgia 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊
- Joined
- Jan 9, 2019
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Like the Hamilton reference? This core 9 can't make up her mind on her heart fix, so here we go
1) Context:
a) What is your age range and general location (Country so that cultural values can be taken into account)? Do you have any impairments that may affect the way that you answer this questionnaire? Any religious or political beliefs (or anything else along those lines) that also might have an effect?
19, Maine/US, nah
b) Which types are you currently considering? Why are you considering them and why haven’t you decided on one?
All the heart fixes. People have suggested all for me. I strive to be helpful, ambitious, and unique so it's pretty hard to decide. Tests say 2 or 4 but I do see a lot of 3 aspects in me.
2) What do you deem as your purpose in life?
Purpose? I am but a small speck in the world. I think my purpose is to just follow my passion. Take it and make something out of it. Write a book about it, blog about it, start a business out of it.
3) Of the seven deadly sins, which one(s) do you relate to the most and the least and why?
Most: Sloth. I procrastinate a lot as either I will lack inspiration, I want to multitask, or I am just tired. I’ll have all these great ideas for some random project but they don’t always come to life. I like to nap and can be a shut in. I take life slow.
Least: Wrath, I am simply easygoing and untemperamental
4) Analyzing your relationships with others, briefly describe:
a) The type of people you are drawn to
The misfits, people who could never really squeeze themselves into a group. People who are warm but not overbearing, easygoing, and playful/goofy but not obnoxious.
b) The type of people who are drawn to you
Rather specific but my best friends are usually laid back, flirty, goofy nerdy dudes
c) The type of people you are repulsed by
Obnoxious people, SJWs, temperamental people, judgmental people, your average criminals
5)What are the traits in others that you admire but you cannot emulate yourself? Elaborate.
I guess boldness. For example, I admire people who are brave and I wish I could be braver. Like I'm known to be adventurous when it comes to something eating super spicy, but I'll be less inclined to, say, go climbing because I am clumsy. Just want to expand those horizons.
6) Describe your relationship with the following:
a) Anger: Some things that make me angry are seeing others get hurt, stress, being controlled, and unconstructive criticism. But I am chill, I don’t like expressing anger and I just naturally don’t.
b) Shame: A lot of shame comes out of feeling like an idiot. I like to joke about it, but I am scatterbrained and clumsy and it makes me feel inferior at times. Plus growing up and still now, I felt ashamed because I was labeled all gifted in elementary school and then didn't live up to that label later on in school. Also, I feel ashamed at times by being a plain Jane. It's like, "I'm just an average gal" and I have no need to be some special snowflake, but I like expressing myself and being creative. When someone is more creative then me, I feel inferior. I've rarely been able to squeeze myself into a group since my interests are rather varied. I think it's good I have variety but I like belonging.
c) Fear: My main emotion out of all of these. Fear of failure, fear of conflict, fear of hurting others, fear of losing stuff, fear of dangerous stuff. All the fear.
d) Love/passion: It is nice to be loved, although I realized I am a bit emotionally flat with people. I am not cold or anything, I am funny and friendly with people. It’s just too much mushiness gets awkward and sharing feelings, especially negative ones, makes me feel vulnerable. I show love by sharing food, listening to problems and forgiving easily. I generally enjoy having romantic relationships though, it's like a life long best friend. Plus, I love animals.
e) Conflict: Conflict makes me rather uncomfortable. It disrupts the peace, it hurts others, and I’m empathetic. *rolls away* Banter is fun though.
7) What are some of the themes that have played a prominent role in your life (ie. A struggle you’ve been unable to conquer, etc)?
A big one would be assertiveness. I am not good at asking for help. I don’t like making fusses and I just want to be able to try something by myself before resorting to help. Guess I don’t like feeling incompetent. Also, saying no, I just don’t like disappointing others. Also anxiety but the fears explain that.
8) Answer only one of the following:
a) [College aged and above] What is your area of work/study? Why did you choose this and would you change it? If so, what would be your ideal?
Graphic design, but I want to change it ahaha. I thought it would like it because I got to be creative, but it was rather repetitive. I originally was in culinary arts but changed due to financial reasons. and would like to go back. I liked cooking because it combined my love of art and science. It was satisfying and I liked experimenting and making unique and yummy foods. I really liked playing Chopped too since I watch a lot of cooking competitions.
9) When meeting a new person, what do you tend to focus on?
I compare them to myself. Do they have interests/traits in common with me? I don’t want them to be a carbon copy, I like learning interests from them, but I want to be able to relate to them. Also temperament, like whether they are bubbly or soft spoken. I like a balance.
10) How do you feel about humanity as a whole? What do you feel are some of the biggest problems the human race faces and why?
Just a bunch of well-meaning peeps being corrupted. Biggest problems would be rejecting science(global warming) and I guess people being judgmental. It's like we accept different identities but then put an emphasis on groups, like democrats vs republicans and rich vs poor.
11) What are some of your hobbies and interests?
Cooking, listening to music of all kinds, travel, gaming, reading about subjects I like(typology, history, science), random artsy stuff like making mood boards and drawing
13) How do you usually “hang out†with your friend(s)? When answering, think about what activities you tend to choose, whether you hang out with one person at once or many, whether or not you initiate the interaction.
Rare occasion. I prefer to hang out with a couple good friends and they usually initiate the interaction. I enjoy games with friends, whether that be board or video. Friendly competition is fun. If I go out, I like going to a yummy restaurant with them or going window shopping, especially at bookstores. I did that yesterday actually.
14) What is more important, actions or words? Why?
Actions, they expose the truth
15) Oh dear, you’ve been cursed by a witch! It’s ok though, you get a choice on which curse you will receive. Will you choose….
a) To never be able to experience the sensation of taste
b) To be immortal
c) To lose your memories
d) To be poor for the rest of your life
e) Or to never experience passion
Elaborate on why!
Poor, I guess? I don’t know how poor I’ll be, but yeah. I almost chose immortal because of all the cool scientific and technological advancements I would see. But what happens when we all go extinct or something and I am floating around in space? Taste, I just like food too much. A life without passion would be a meaningless one, and am I just not me without my memories. What happens if I’m just cursed right now and forget family and my duties? Poor isn’t so great, but if I have the basics and can focus on experiences I could make it through.
16) What do you hope to avoid being? If it helps, describe a person who embodies what you avoid/you as a villain, etc
I hope to avoid being rude, spiteful, close-minded, judgmental, uncaring, impatient, unoriginal, and overbearing
17) How do you relate to obsession? Do you tend to "merge" with others or your interests? How do you feel about the idea of doing this?
I do merge with others. A lot of times I don’t even try, I just find myself picking up their mannerisms. Also interests. I do become obsessed easily with subjects I like(Typology!) and soak them all up. I have my fangirl moments as well. I feel fine about this, my interests/friends are who I am.
18) Organized or messy? Plans and blueprints or impulse and surprises? What are you preferences and tendencies?
I like planning to a point. Like I was never one to make to do lists, but I’ll make loose plans in my head throughout the day. Will I follow these plans? To a point, not always. It is a baseline for me. I might plan out of excitement too, like planning a trip. I don’t care too much about organization as long I remember where things are. I am more frazzled when other people's plans I am in are cancelled/changed.
19) How do you subjectively view comfort and how do you create comfort in your life and surroundings?
Comfort for me is going on a nostalgia trip. Comfort is introverting while binge watching a really good series. Comfort is a cup of hot chocolate and a bowl of spicy ramen. Comfort is internal and external peace.
1) Context:
a) What is your age range and general location (Country so that cultural values can be taken into account)? Do you have any impairments that may affect the way that you answer this questionnaire? Any religious or political beliefs (or anything else along those lines) that also might have an effect?
19, Maine/US, nah
b) Which types are you currently considering? Why are you considering them and why haven’t you decided on one?
All the heart fixes. People have suggested all for me. I strive to be helpful, ambitious, and unique so it's pretty hard to decide. Tests say 2 or 4 but I do see a lot of 3 aspects in me.
2) What do you deem as your purpose in life?
Purpose? I am but a small speck in the world. I think my purpose is to just follow my passion. Take it and make something out of it. Write a book about it, blog about it, start a business out of it.
3) Of the seven deadly sins, which one(s) do you relate to the most and the least and why?
Most: Sloth. I procrastinate a lot as either I will lack inspiration, I want to multitask, or I am just tired. I’ll have all these great ideas for some random project but they don’t always come to life. I like to nap and can be a shut in. I take life slow.
Least: Wrath, I am simply easygoing and untemperamental
4) Analyzing your relationships with others, briefly describe:
a) The type of people you are drawn to
The misfits, people who could never really squeeze themselves into a group. People who are warm but not overbearing, easygoing, and playful/goofy but not obnoxious.
b) The type of people who are drawn to you
Rather specific but my best friends are usually laid back, flirty, goofy nerdy dudes
c) The type of people you are repulsed by
Obnoxious people, SJWs, temperamental people, judgmental people, your average criminals
5)What are the traits in others that you admire but you cannot emulate yourself? Elaborate.
I guess boldness. For example, I admire people who are brave and I wish I could be braver. Like I'm known to be adventurous when it comes to something eating super spicy, but I'll be less inclined to, say, go climbing because I am clumsy. Just want to expand those horizons.
6) Describe your relationship with the following:
a) Anger: Some things that make me angry are seeing others get hurt, stress, being controlled, and unconstructive criticism. But I am chill, I don’t like expressing anger and I just naturally don’t.
b) Shame: A lot of shame comes out of feeling like an idiot. I like to joke about it, but I am scatterbrained and clumsy and it makes me feel inferior at times. Plus growing up and still now, I felt ashamed because I was labeled all gifted in elementary school and then didn't live up to that label later on in school. Also, I feel ashamed at times by being a plain Jane. It's like, "I'm just an average gal" and I have no need to be some special snowflake, but I like expressing myself and being creative. When someone is more creative then me, I feel inferior. I've rarely been able to squeeze myself into a group since my interests are rather varied. I think it's good I have variety but I like belonging.
c) Fear: My main emotion out of all of these. Fear of failure, fear of conflict, fear of hurting others, fear of losing stuff, fear of dangerous stuff. All the fear.
d) Love/passion: It is nice to be loved, although I realized I am a bit emotionally flat with people. I am not cold or anything, I am funny and friendly with people. It’s just too much mushiness gets awkward and sharing feelings, especially negative ones, makes me feel vulnerable. I show love by sharing food, listening to problems and forgiving easily. I generally enjoy having romantic relationships though, it's like a life long best friend. Plus, I love animals.
e) Conflict: Conflict makes me rather uncomfortable. It disrupts the peace, it hurts others, and I’m empathetic. *rolls away* Banter is fun though.
7) What are some of the themes that have played a prominent role in your life (ie. A struggle you’ve been unable to conquer, etc)?
A big one would be assertiveness. I am not good at asking for help. I don’t like making fusses and I just want to be able to try something by myself before resorting to help. Guess I don’t like feeling incompetent. Also, saying no, I just don’t like disappointing others. Also anxiety but the fears explain that.
8) Answer only one of the following:
a) [College aged and above] What is your area of work/study? Why did you choose this and would you change it? If so, what would be your ideal?
Graphic design, but I want to change it ahaha. I thought it would like it because I got to be creative, but it was rather repetitive. I originally was in culinary arts but changed due to financial reasons. and would like to go back. I liked cooking because it combined my love of art and science. It was satisfying and I liked experimenting and making unique and yummy foods. I really liked playing Chopped too since I watch a lot of cooking competitions.
9) When meeting a new person, what do you tend to focus on?
I compare them to myself. Do they have interests/traits in common with me? I don’t want them to be a carbon copy, I like learning interests from them, but I want to be able to relate to them. Also temperament, like whether they are bubbly or soft spoken. I like a balance.
10) How do you feel about humanity as a whole? What do you feel are some of the biggest problems the human race faces and why?
Just a bunch of well-meaning peeps being corrupted. Biggest problems would be rejecting science(global warming) and I guess people being judgmental. It's like we accept different identities but then put an emphasis on groups, like democrats vs republicans and rich vs poor.
11) What are some of your hobbies and interests?
Cooking, listening to music of all kinds, travel, gaming, reading about subjects I like(typology, history, science), random artsy stuff like making mood boards and drawing
13) How do you usually “hang out†with your friend(s)? When answering, think about what activities you tend to choose, whether you hang out with one person at once or many, whether or not you initiate the interaction.
Rare occasion. I prefer to hang out with a couple good friends and they usually initiate the interaction. I enjoy games with friends, whether that be board or video. Friendly competition is fun. If I go out, I like going to a yummy restaurant with them or going window shopping, especially at bookstores. I did that yesterday actually.
14) What is more important, actions or words? Why?
Actions, they expose the truth
15) Oh dear, you’ve been cursed by a witch! It’s ok though, you get a choice on which curse you will receive. Will you choose….
a) To never be able to experience the sensation of taste
b) To be immortal
c) To lose your memories
d) To be poor for the rest of your life
e) Or to never experience passion
Elaborate on why!
Poor, I guess? I don’t know how poor I’ll be, but yeah. I almost chose immortal because of all the cool scientific and technological advancements I would see. But what happens when we all go extinct or something and I am floating around in space? Taste, I just like food too much. A life without passion would be a meaningless one, and am I just not me without my memories. What happens if I’m just cursed right now and forget family and my duties? Poor isn’t so great, but if I have the basics and can focus on experiences I could make it through.
16) What do you hope to avoid being? If it helps, describe a person who embodies what you avoid/you as a villain, etc
I hope to avoid being rude, spiteful, close-minded, judgmental, uncaring, impatient, unoriginal, and overbearing
17) How do you relate to obsession? Do you tend to "merge" with others or your interests? How do you feel about the idea of doing this?
I do merge with others. A lot of times I don’t even try, I just find myself picking up their mannerisms. Also interests. I do become obsessed easily with subjects I like(Typology!) and soak them all up. I have my fangirl moments as well. I feel fine about this, my interests/friends are who I am.
18) Organized or messy? Plans and blueprints or impulse and surprises? What are you preferences and tendencies?
I like planning to a point. Like I was never one to make to do lists, but I’ll make loose plans in my head throughout the day. Will I follow these plans? To a point, not always. It is a baseline for me. I might plan out of excitement too, like planning a trip. I don’t care too much about organization as long I remember where things are. I am more frazzled when other people's plans I am in are cancelled/changed.
19) How do you subjectively view comfort and how do you create comfort in your life and surroundings?
Comfort for me is going on a nostalgia trip. Comfort is introverting while binge watching a really good series. Comfort is a cup of hot chocolate and a bowl of spicy ramen. Comfort is internal and external peace.
