I feel pretty confused and lost about what is even my core type and that feels stupid because I always act and think that I am pretty certain about it but now I feel pretty...lost...
I could try taking another test but what I consistently got over the years is always 9 and 5, often a tie between them and I feel like I relate most to 9 overall, though now I am worrying if I was actually a 5 or 6 and denying my actual core fear by identifying by it... Or others commenting on my type as mot likely being a head type is actually picking up my Ti as a head type... I also have no clue about my heart type at this point...
Is there any good questionnare/restarting point for it all? I have been into Enneagram for 2+ years so it is most likely not a lack of knowledge on types/fixations/core fears and more of wondering if my self-perception was flawed and trying to gain more views on it to actually be more certain about it?
Can I just not exist or something because that would be a lot easier and less frustrating would dissolving your 'self' an option can we make it an option pls
I could try taking another test but what I consistently got over the years is always 9 and 5, often a tie between them and I feel like I relate most to 9 overall, though now I am worrying if I was actually a 5 or 6 and denying my actual core fear by identifying by it... Or others commenting on my type as mot likely being a head type is actually picking up my Ti as a head type... I also have no clue about my heart type at this point...
Is there any good questionnare/restarting point for it all? I have been into Enneagram for 2+ years so it is most likely not a lack of knowledge on types/fixations/core fears and more of wondering if my self-perception was flawed and trying to gain more views on it to actually be more certain about it?
Can I just not exist or something because that would be a lot easier and less frustrating would dissolving your 'self' an option can we make it an option pls