Are we talking about value judgments here? Because I already think I am a good enough person. That's not the problem.
From the OP: "constant commitment to being my best."
Note the contradictions and recall my quote above from Please Understand Me. "Being my best" is an ideal, while, "a good enough person" is the more enlightened view in the quote on NF Idealists.
I mean trying to identify what kind of a person I am and put myself into categories for the purposes of analysis and application of systems.
I don't subscribe to the "one type per person" scenario. If you are only one type then you're not very well-rounded and probably mental, but I doubt that. MBTI tritypes and tertiary-loop theory apply very well here.
Well I can't deny that from what I've said on here it may look that way. But I know the way my mind works, and all the situations in my life in which I've applied these concepts, and all the areas in which I have analyzed the difference between INTP and INFP,
I don't care about INFP. Your own statements indicate J, so now the choice is forced between INTJ and INFJ.
and the evidence clearly stacks up in favor of NT. I don't expect I can communicate all this online as it would be impossible. I'm just trying my best. The same goes for J-P, and I would say it would be between INTP and INTJ making me more INTX.
"Well, this way of knowing truth I would say is pretty universal. I think the best way to know any truth is through one's intuition."
"It seems like I have more of a judging communication style."
"Although I as far as schedules and deadlines are concerned, they tend to make me commitment phobic.
But they kind of also make me feel more comfortable." You're slightly more J.
"I say I connect with the goddess and god energy, but this is not really in a theistic sense." I can't understand this from my INTP perspective.
"I think of it more in terms of archetypes." I really dislike archetypes, but to each his own. Maybe some INTPs like them. But they are more Si.
I don't deny you're something like INXX because there is a narrow gap between the last two letters, but the tertiary-loop applies where you come across in your descriptions as overly introverted because of NiFi or NiTi or some other combination of introverted functions, along with the fact that you're very complex and very introspective. You've admitted above you don't know much about the tertiary loop. It will exclude Fe and prop up Ti in the INFJ type. If you want to consider more evidence, that's the direction to look.