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You're a weirdo too? I was probably a lot bigger than you, and we all have different body types and metabolisms so that plays a factor. It's 80% diet and 20% exercise I couldn't give up all my favorite foods, thats just silly and my Americanized body is legitimately programmed to crave carbs...so giving up a lot of my favorite food wasn't an option. I just tricked my mind, by making healthier recipes and cutting down in portion size, and snacking A LOT. I snack up to 9 times a day, and my meals are so little because i'm full! And I would treat myself to junk food once a week because I exercise 3-4 times a week for about a 1hr-2hrs depending on the day, and how up to it I felt. And some weeks I don't exercise, ( like this week
) but I still have that one day, it really doesn't affect my weight. I still had to eat way more fruit and veggies though, and moderate them in. It's basically all about balance. And bread kills you, omg honestly it's worse than candy bars I swear to god.
I was fine with psychedelic drugs, a little too fine. If I did them in this period of my life I would have a panic attack for sure, because I actually care about things LOL. the whole trick to them is just not too care, and not worry...because if you have a thought racing mind it's going to amplify those panicky thoughts x12. I was SEVERELY depressed when I messed around with them, and it actually affected me in a very positive way. but I'm not condoning drugs, or saying do them, like you said it damaged your psyche and could do the same to others, I was just purely lucky...I don't really want to discuss this topic openly lol just because I don't want to influence/offend anyone
Yeah, I've been there with pills and alcohol as well and I've had my fair share of "obnoxiously trashed nights" I REGRET immensely especially at my young age. I had a huge slap in the face when I realized the things I was experimenting with for creativity ( SO IGNORANTLY) were damaging me completely, and I was going no where. And I had to start at square one again...but thats life.
message me if you ever want to talk! we seem to relate through past experinces
it's hard to say wether I am a wierdo, or wether I just like to screw things up. Or maybe just do that out of feeling of boredom and a need for excitement and drama brought me to do crazy shit like this so my life seemed less boring? BTW do you know your enneagram?
