What does that mean?
NTs are rationals. Whatever that means.
So I am going to not identify with F and see what happens, not that I am embracing T. 'Detaching from the third letter' (and here, I embrace E5, like moving from one sinking ship to another).
I am not emotionally avoidant and I dont despise emotions or feelings, like some NTs I know appear to do. I enjoy feelings most of the time.
Being ENFP always made sense to me; being illogical made sense to me. As a teenager I realized that I frequently chose options that would seem illogical to others. When I decided I was ENFP, I figured that Fi dictated my decision and I just rationalized everything to myself, telling myself that my choice offered options that the other choices did not. But now I wonder if I am ENTP and there is no Fi going on; I wonder if I am pursuing these irregular prospects because of what they offer and it is as simple as that.
I feel like I should look to elements in my life (Si) for a read on T versus F, but I do not know where to look. Probably 90% of the people I know or have dated are thinkers. Being a cooperative type (NF) over a utilitarian one (NT) made sense to me. But now I wonder, if the combination of a wing six enneatype and the tertiary Fe that ENTPs have causes me to come off cooperative. And I have no idea how I am questioning my F type, Fe and Fi seem very different. And I cannot help but note that ENTPs, Ti, Enneatype 5 and I all flirt with nihilism.