Yes, I am that sensitive and proud of it. No i will never grow up or throw away this awesome ability, even if it makes you irrated and uncomfortzble.
Yes, I am that empathic and intuitive (and proud of it - in fact, the two are very much tied together) - it doesnt mean im always on my game.
Yes, random strangers do feel the need to spill their most intimate secrets to me for some reason.
Yes, my brain is a bag full of cats and you can smell crazy on me - to quote Banner - but it doesnt mean im wrong or that i dont know wtf im doing. You may just not b understanding it
Yes, i enjoy bouncing around like a pinball machine between people and enjoy the buzz - and yes, im just as capable of quiet, serious and deeply meaningfull conversations. The silly switch is no myth.
Yes, I am often going to be able to vocalize your feelings before you’ve even figured them out. No, im not infallible and will definitely get it wrong at times or not be on my game. . Yes, age has taught me to stop sharing that shit, especially in group context since it will likely freak you out. Yes, it will make me look psychic regarding what you likely need and whats going on with you and, yes, it will likely be unnerving until you realise you re safe and can relax into it
And finally, yes, trying to capture or control me will only result in your own frustration, while you label me unreliable and flaky. It means Im not for you. And that can be a very good thing. Im like a boomerang - you may not exactly know when but i do tend to come back to you
Capture and control attempts however will guaranteed lead to an extreme avoidance manoever of epic proportions.
I may be a Jack of all Trades on everything else, but Im a Master of Avoidance.