She's Your Cocaine

[Thursday]

" she's your cocaine
she's got you shaving your legs......

she's your cocaine
your exodus laughing
and she knows what you are
so shimmy once
and do it again "

Tori Amos


Aries Dog
5 foot nothing and everything,
at the moment

To say truth
she scares the **** out of me
she sees me
without effort it would seem
and i have told her how i adore it so

this and much more,
has brought me infectious joy
when not around her
it is re-runs with the radio, on Christmas
monotonous and uneventful

yet with her......

despite if this " infatuation phase, "
is put forth into something greater
the bruise from falling in love for the 1st will be
adored
coddled
remembered

i would rather not go into length about her
for i will, if i may
save the savory details for her
should the time come up

but then again
the last time i began to trust my instincts
it was to approach her
and look what the Fire rabbit brought in
if only i could give her the same symptoms of....
whatever this thing is
for it feels cool on this island

another stream of consciousness rant

 

[Thursday]

P.S.

yes
i am crazy

 

[Thursday]

Foo Fighters " What If I Do "

Back and forth that voice of yours keeps me up at night
Help me search to find the words that eat you up inside
I go side to side like the wildest tides in your hurricane
And I only hide what is on my mind because I can't explain

What if I do love
What if I don't?
I'd have to lose everything just to find you
What if I do love
What if I don't
I'd have to lose everything just to find you