Did the test. High on narcistic, moderate on histrionic, obsessive-compulsive and something .. was it antisocial? Forgot.
First I thought I'll have to correct myself, learn something..
Then I figured that being narcistic is associated with competition and accomplishment in some way, and thought I wouldn't wanna undermine my competitive spirit by becoming more humble or anything like that.
I'll have to take it I am flawed, but my characteristic flaws might work in good co-operation with the things I want. It seems most reasonable for the moment.
I've been often worried about unrestrained self-importance, and I've asked how I seem to some of my friends. I've told about my worry; many good, close friends have said they don't read any kind of arrogance from me, while others sometimes complain about that.
I guess it's a working compromise.
I wouldn't want to go the other way, thinking I've got no special qualities, I deserved nothing more than anyone else, and I didn't matter any more than anyone else. I just don't find the needed drive from anything like that, and it just doesn't seem to work.
I just matter more to me than anyone else, and I accept others to hold themselves more valuable for themself than what they value others. How it's portrayed, now .. I'd wish balance and good taste in that - for myself, and everyone.