I apologize in advance for any grammatical errors and or oddly phrased sentences, I'm writing this ridiculously late at night.
1) Context:
a) What is your age range and general location (Country so that cultural values can be taken into account)? Do you have any impairments that may affect the way that you answer this questionnaire? Any religious or political beliefs (or anything else along those lines) that also might have an effect?
I am a teenager who was born in Europe and raised in the United States ever since I was an infant. I do not have any strong political beliefs as I do not pay much attention toward politics.
b) Which types are you currently considering? Why are you considering them and why haven’t you decided on one?
I have recently been considering NiTe [intj] and NiFe [infj]. TiNe [intp] has also been considered, although it's odd considering the difference in the cognitive functions. For enneagram, I have been jumping back and forth between 1(w9) and 5(w6). I am sure of my FIRO type and that I am phlegmatic-melancholic and sp/so however I'm unsure of everything else like mbti, enneagram, PY (questioning LVFE and LVEF), socionics (questioning ILI), ex. . I think I have moderately high/high Ni, moderate/moderately high Ne, low/moderate Si, low Se, high Ti, moderate Te, moderately high Fi, and moderate Fe.
2) What do you deem as your purpose in life?
To obtain “complete” knowledge and understand myself.
3) Of the seven deadly sins, which one(s) do you relate to the most and the least and why?
I relate least to Lust and Pride and most to Greed or Sloth, although it's hard to say due to not relating much to any of them.
4) Analyzing your relationships with others, briefly describe:
a) The type of people you are drawn to
Honest, intelligent, kind, self aware, and hardworking people with a sense of humor. Honestly I’m fine with anyone who isn’t loud, arrogant, into gossip/drama, or annoying.
b) The type of people who are drawn to you
Now that I think about it, I mostly attract extroverted types that I have a love-hate relationship with (I do enjoy time together but it can be very exhausting to keep up with the conversations when they switch from one thing to another quickly).
c) The type of people you are repulsed by
I dislike people who believe they are strongly superior to others and think they can act and speak however they want, people who mindlessly believe information they hear from random sources and don't take any time at all to process whether it even makes sense or not, people who believe doing stupid things is cool (up until the consequences of their actions), *overly* emotional people, clingy people, loud people, people who follow their feelings and simply refusing to even look at the logical side of things (depends on situation), fakes, people who get upset and angry at me because I'm busy.
5) What are the traits in others that you admire but you cannot emulate yourself? Elaborate.
Being able to explain ideas somewhere in between direct and indirect, without stumbling upon every sentence and going into depth about every point you make or creating misunderstandings based off the general idea you propose. I have a lot of trouble explaining (ideas, past events, "why"), and putting my thoughts into words.
6) Describe your relationship with the following:
(Sorry for the poorly written answers, I had a lot of trouble finding them.)
a) Anger - I feel uncomfortable expressing anger externally, though I've noticed that when I'm on edge I can slip up and say something I didn't mean to.
b) Shame- I might feel shame due to failing at something academically, but other than that I don’t really know when I feel it or if I even do. It’s pretty pointless to me.
c) Fear- Probably the emotion I'm closest to out of these. I try to avoid it and keep my composure.
d) Love/passion- Fear plays a huge part here. I'm not sure how I feel about love or passion.
e) Conflict- I try to avoid it in the first place but when it already exists I try to face it (depending on the situation I might try to run away from it..) and turn it into a learning experience.
7) What are some of the themes that have played a prominent role in your life (ie. A struggle you've been unable to conquer, ect)?
Pessimism, perfectionism, and overthinking mentally. Skin picking physically.
8) Answer only one of the following:
a) [College aged and above] What is your area of work/study? Why did you choose this and would you change it? If so, what would be your ideal?
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b)[Under college aged] What do you plan on studying/working in the future? How did you go about deciding this? If this is not your ideal area of pursuit, what would be?
b- I have narrowed it down to something in the mathematical field due to the high chances of getting a quality job (as well as the fact that I personally believe I excel for my age in the subject).
9) When meeting a new person, what do you tend to focus on?
I tend to focus on their facial expression(s) as well as their way of speaking. I don't know exactly how to explain it but I often know what a person is like just by observing them.
10) How do you feel about humanity as a whole? What do you feel are some of the biggest problems the human race faces and why?
Society as a whole is collapsing (if not already collapsed), but some individuals aren't entirely horrible. You can still find incredible and intriguing people although they're getting more and more hard to come across as time progresses. I consider some of the biggest conflicts the human race faces to be inequality, misinformation, overpopulation, and poverty.
11) What are some of your hobbies and interests?
Musical instruments (I play piano, violin, a bit of cello, and I am currently saving up for a bass guitar), music (I mainly listen to indie/indie rock music but I enjoy classical music in general as well), typology, psychology, writing, reading (crime, psychology), and I recently started getting into philosophy.
13) How do you usually hang out with your friend(s)? When answering, think about what activities you tend to choose, whether you hang out with one person at once or many, whether or not you initiate the interaction.
I hang out with only one or two friends at once, usually at the same place (a forest nearby). We usually stroll around while having conversations about random things as well as sometimes ordering food (dominos's large 14" half pepperoni, half cheese pizza with breadsticks). In conversation I tend to balance between listening and speaking, but if I had to decide on the one I prefer I would pick listening as I have trouble speaking what’s on my mind.
14) What is more important, actions or words? Why?
I see it in the way that there simply isn't one that's more important. They are both nearly pointless without each other. Yes, you can act on an issue but due to the lack of thought it may backfire and end up with wasted materials and or a worse situation. Yes, you can have a detailed blueprint of a building you want to construct, but who's actually going to carry it out and make it reality? That's generally what I believe, there are exceptions in some scenarios.
15) Oh dear, you’ve been cursed by a witch! It’s ok though, you get a choice on which curse you will receive. Will you choose….
a) To never be able to experience the sensation of taste
b) To be immortal
c) To lose your memories
d) To be poor for the rest of your life
e) Or to never experience passion
Elaborate on why!
a- It's the least important to me on this list. I don’t really know why.
16) What do you hope to avoid being? If it helps, describe a person who embodies what you avoid/you as a villain, ect.
Annoying, loud, dramatic, and arrogant.
17) How do you relate to obsession? Do you tend to "merge" with others or your interests? How do you feel about the idea of doing this?
I don’t “merge” with anything or anyone but when it comes to interests (as bad as it sounds); I tend to obsessively research the (rather few) things I'm interested in and won't stop until I feel like I've reached 'expert level'.
18) Organized or messy? Plans and blueprints or impulse and surprises? What are you preferences and tendencies?
Organized. I feel uncomfortable in environments where everything and everyone is all over the place. My preferences for the level of detail in planning all depend on what it is that's on the line.
1) Context:
a) What is your age range and general location (Country so that cultural values can be taken into account)? Do you have any impairments that may affect the way that you answer this questionnaire? Any religious or political beliefs (or anything else along those lines) that also might have an effect?
I am a teenager who was born in Europe and raised in the United States ever since I was an infant. I do not have any strong political beliefs as I do not pay much attention toward politics.
b) Which types are you currently considering? Why are you considering them and why haven’t you decided on one?
I have recently been considering NiTe [intj] and NiFe [infj]. TiNe [intp] has also been considered, although it's odd considering the difference in the cognitive functions. For enneagram, I have been jumping back and forth between 1(w9) and 5(w6). I am sure of my FIRO type and that I am phlegmatic-melancholic and sp/so however I'm unsure of everything else like mbti, enneagram, PY (questioning LVFE and LVEF), socionics (questioning ILI), ex. . I think I have moderately high/high Ni, moderate/moderately high Ne, low/moderate Si, low Se, high Ti, moderate Te, moderately high Fi, and moderate Fe.
2) What do you deem as your purpose in life?
To obtain “complete” knowledge and understand myself.
3) Of the seven deadly sins, which one(s) do you relate to the most and the least and why?
I relate least to Lust and Pride and most to Greed or Sloth, although it's hard to say due to not relating much to any of them.
4) Analyzing your relationships with others, briefly describe:
a) The type of people you are drawn to
Honest, intelligent, kind, self aware, and hardworking people with a sense of humor. Honestly I’m fine with anyone who isn’t loud, arrogant, into gossip/drama, or annoying.
b) The type of people who are drawn to you
Now that I think about it, I mostly attract extroverted types that I have a love-hate relationship with (I do enjoy time together but it can be very exhausting to keep up with the conversations when they switch from one thing to another quickly).
c) The type of people you are repulsed by
I dislike people who believe they are strongly superior to others and think they can act and speak however they want, people who mindlessly believe information they hear from random sources and don't take any time at all to process whether it even makes sense or not, people who believe doing stupid things is cool (up until the consequences of their actions), *overly* emotional people, clingy people, loud people, people who follow their feelings and simply refusing to even look at the logical side of things (depends on situation), fakes, people who get upset and angry at me because I'm busy.
5) What are the traits in others that you admire but you cannot emulate yourself? Elaborate.
Being able to explain ideas somewhere in between direct and indirect, without stumbling upon every sentence and going into depth about every point you make or creating misunderstandings based off the general idea you propose. I have a lot of trouble explaining (ideas, past events, "why"), and putting my thoughts into words.
6) Describe your relationship with the following:
(Sorry for the poorly written answers, I had a lot of trouble finding them.)
a) Anger - I feel uncomfortable expressing anger externally, though I've noticed that when I'm on edge I can slip up and say something I didn't mean to.
b) Shame- I might feel shame due to failing at something academically, but other than that I don’t really know when I feel it or if I even do. It’s pretty pointless to me.
c) Fear- Probably the emotion I'm closest to out of these. I try to avoid it and keep my composure.
d) Love/passion- Fear plays a huge part here. I'm not sure how I feel about love or passion.
e) Conflict- I try to avoid it in the first place but when it already exists I try to face it (depending on the situation I might try to run away from it..) and turn it into a learning experience.
7) What are some of the themes that have played a prominent role in your life (ie. A struggle you've been unable to conquer, ect)?
Pessimism, perfectionism, and overthinking mentally. Skin picking physically.
8) Answer only one of the following:
a) [College aged and above] What is your area of work/study? Why did you choose this and would you change it? If so, what would be your ideal?
-
b)[Under college aged] What do you plan on studying/working in the future? How did you go about deciding this? If this is not your ideal area of pursuit, what would be?
b- I have narrowed it down to something in the mathematical field due to the high chances of getting a quality job (as well as the fact that I personally believe I excel for my age in the subject).
9) When meeting a new person, what do you tend to focus on?
I tend to focus on their facial expression(s) as well as their way of speaking. I don't know exactly how to explain it but I often know what a person is like just by observing them.
10) How do you feel about humanity as a whole? What do you feel are some of the biggest problems the human race faces and why?
Society as a whole is collapsing (if not already collapsed), but some individuals aren't entirely horrible. You can still find incredible and intriguing people although they're getting more and more hard to come across as time progresses. I consider some of the biggest conflicts the human race faces to be inequality, misinformation, overpopulation, and poverty.
11) What are some of your hobbies and interests?
Musical instruments (I play piano, violin, a bit of cello, and I am currently saving up for a bass guitar), music (I mainly listen to indie/indie rock music but I enjoy classical music in general as well), typology, psychology, writing, reading (crime, psychology), and I recently started getting into philosophy.
13) How do you usually hang out with your friend(s)? When answering, think about what activities you tend to choose, whether you hang out with one person at once or many, whether or not you initiate the interaction.
I hang out with only one or two friends at once, usually at the same place (a forest nearby). We usually stroll around while having conversations about random things as well as sometimes ordering food (dominos's large 14" half pepperoni, half cheese pizza with breadsticks). In conversation I tend to balance between listening and speaking, but if I had to decide on the one I prefer I would pick listening as I have trouble speaking what’s on my mind.
14) What is more important, actions or words? Why?
I see it in the way that there simply isn't one that's more important. They are both nearly pointless without each other. Yes, you can act on an issue but due to the lack of thought it may backfire and end up with wasted materials and or a worse situation. Yes, you can have a detailed blueprint of a building you want to construct, but who's actually going to carry it out and make it reality? That's generally what I believe, there are exceptions in some scenarios.
15) Oh dear, you’ve been cursed by a witch! It’s ok though, you get a choice on which curse you will receive. Will you choose….
a) To never be able to experience the sensation of taste
b) To be immortal
c) To lose your memories
d) To be poor for the rest of your life
e) Or to never experience passion
Elaborate on why!
a- It's the least important to me on this list. I don’t really know why.
16) What do you hope to avoid being? If it helps, describe a person who embodies what you avoid/you as a villain, ect.
Annoying, loud, dramatic, and arrogant.
17) How do you relate to obsession? Do you tend to "merge" with others or your interests? How do you feel about the idea of doing this?
I don’t “merge” with anything or anyone but when it comes to interests (as bad as it sounds); I tend to obsessively research the (rather few) things I'm interested in and won't stop until I feel like I've reached 'expert level'.
18) Organized or messy? Plans and blueprints or impulse and surprises? What are you preferences and tendencies?
Organized. I feel uncomfortable in environments where everything and everyone is all over the place. My preferences for the level of detail in planning all depend on what it is that's on the line.
