Merced
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I already made a thread about this here but I still have stuff to awkwardly say so tada! That's how these blogs work, right?
I was thinking on the way I described being in trance. Like having your inner being on a leash that gets longer as you comply. For a while, I was obsessed with getting that feeling. It just feels good. It also feels like a ghostly trust fall into a fog. A pink fog if the clarification helps. It's suffocating but relieving too?
I wish I could go into trance once more. But it seems I can't achieve that anymore, probably because of over-exposure. Then again, I've only been using pre-recorded videos to make me go into trance. I constantly punk out of seeing an actual hypnotist. While I understand that they can't force me to do anything and yada yada yada, I am still weary about the possible danger that could arise...
I was thinking on the way I described being in trance. Like having your inner being on a leash that gets longer as you comply. For a while, I was obsessed with getting that feeling. It just feels good. It also feels like a ghostly trust fall into a fog. A pink fog if the clarification helps. It's suffocating but relieving too?
I wish I could go into trance once more. But it seems I can't achieve that anymore, probably because of over-exposure. Then again, I've only been using pre-recorded videos to make me go into trance. I constantly punk out of seeing an actual hypnotist. While I understand that they can't force me to do anything and yada yada yada, I am still weary about the possible danger that could arise...