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Messed up

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So now my headsets only work in one ear and it is driving me nuts. :headphne::doh::steam:

Husband always saying "Don't twist the cords.." bleh! I don't twist the cords...

I am such an F'ed up example of humanity with the CFS stuff, I don't think I am that easy to love. Makes me sad. I wish things could be different.

I was thinking tonight how much my husband drives me crazy with his endless bitching and complaining and venting .... and then he hugged me and I felt so much love for him. I realized I want no one else. If I had to chose someone to be on uncharted island with, I would still pick him.

I hope he still loves me. I am not easy to love anymore. Nothing is easy anymore. Except being messed up.

People seem to take me so seriously, I am mostly just throwing ideas around for the sake of it and they take me seriously. For goodness' sake, no one is more messed up than I am!

I am not writing manifestos on these boards.

When I am serious, people brush me off.
 

alcea rosea

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:hug:

I understand the throwing ideas around part. My husband has learned not to take my every idea seriously.
 
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