So now my headsets only work in one ear and it is driving me nuts. 
:steam:
Husband always saying "Don't twist the cords.." bleh! I don't twist the cords...
I am such an F'ed up example of humanity with the CFS stuff, I don't think I am that easy to love. Makes me sad. I wish things could be different.
I was thinking tonight how much my husband drives me crazy with his endless bitching and complaining and venting .... and then he hugged me and I felt so much love for him. I realized I want no one else. If I had to chose someone to be on uncharted island with, I would still pick him.
I hope he still loves me. I am not easy to love anymore. Nothing is easy anymore. Except being messed up.
People seem to take me so seriously, I am mostly just throwing ideas around for the sake of it and they take me seriously. For goodness' sake, no one is more messed up than I am!
I am not writing manifestos on these boards.
When I am serious, people brush me off.


Husband always saying "Don't twist the cords.." bleh! I don't twist the cords...
I am such an F'ed up example of humanity with the CFS stuff, I don't think I am that easy to love. Makes me sad. I wish things could be different.
I was thinking tonight how much my husband drives me crazy with his endless bitching and complaining and venting .... and then he hugged me and I felt so much love for him. I realized I want no one else. If I had to chose someone to be on uncharted island with, I would still pick him.
I hope he still loves me. I am not easy to love anymore. Nothing is easy anymore. Except being messed up.
People seem to take me so seriously, I am mostly just throwing ideas around for the sake of it and they take me seriously. For goodness' sake, no one is more messed up than I am!
I am not writing manifestos on these boards.
When I am serious, people brush me off.