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Fi would allow a higher degree of self-awareness.
The impulse sounds like Se.
As for the instinct bit, Se manifests itself in INxJs as an unconscious process that isn't always trusted, though it is very useful. Specifically, it unconsciously picks up on details that aren't always known to the awake mind and creates a bias or a pull to something.
OK I see. I actually have the picking up of unconscious details myself in certain cases.
Example, I find my way around places by mainly unconscious spatial details. They can be made more conscious if I focus on them but by default I don't bother heh as it works fine this way. What my consciousness has by default is an "abstract impressionist" style picture. I picked up this expression from some Dario Nardi ppt. In this research, for example ESxP's and ENxP's had it. (Can't recall other types now, I will have to look.) Mine's probably more "filtered" than an ESxP's, though.
Another example would be to do with operating the GUI of whatever computer program, there's certain programs that I've used many times and after a while I notice that I just know things like when the program is busy, without having to actually click to see it's not ready yet. And no it doesn't put up a messagebox or anything to tell me to wait. I'm sure I could figure out what unconscious detail lets me know but it's not easy to catch it.
There's some cases where unconscious cues let me know in advance what will happen. Now don't think of it as me conjuring up some prophecy, it's to do with much more tangible things and it's predicted only like a few seconds ahead. It's obviously directly sensed, just not fully consciously.
There's other cases where the cues are much closer to the conscious surface though.. actually fully conscious sometimes. I don't know what this depends on.
Sounds like I trust some of these things more than you do. There's stuff that I don't trust myself, but I haven't tried to categorize yet what kind of stuff that is. Though I noticed it's often to do with what internal feeling state other people have. I can sometimes get a feeling about that sort of thing about people but I don't trust it much.. I tend to just go and directly ask them.
In what kind of situations do you have those bias/pull thingies and are they reliable?
Well just be on all the time then and screw everyone else. People might start to see it as a lovable quirk instead of being a monster. And if you're on all the time your behaviour will probably auto adjust somewhat on it's own.
Is that 7 optimism now?
Yea usually after I had some crazy experience or I conquered something. Watching a good movie or a playing a good game can be really thrilling to me since I'm a 4 fix and I want some sort of dramatic element to my life. The world in movies and games is sort of how I want my life to be. I'm always looking for things that are just outrageous and out of this world crazy.
I like good movies too, when I watch a really good one in a cinema (not just at home sitting at the PC/laptop, that's different), for a few minutes afterwards I feel like I'm living a movie myself.

But I think you're probably more dramatic than me or more often. I'm sometimes in that kind of mood but not that often, I can't say it defines me terribly much. For some reason I wouldn't mind if it did have more influence in my life

Always liked that about type 4. I think it's the intensity of the emotions that I like. Do you care about that?
I see in comparison I'm a lot more fickle. It's not as easy for me to put my focus on something like that. There has to be a lot of convincing and negotiating with myself for why this thing deserves my attention but once I'm into it then I get the tunnel vision.
That's a head type thingie right? That mental negotiating stuff.
Well we are talking about the feeling types now and you sounded like you don't like talking about that stuff but I guess not haha.
About feelings? No not too much..
Yes I would say you're a 4 fix now. The repulsive reaction you had when I said you were a 3 fix is good enough evidence for me lol. Do you relate to the tritype name the messenger? It took me awhile to figure out how that was actually related to me. For me it's like a strong feeling sometimes to just say the truth of things that other people aren't seeing.
The "repulsive reaction" was to that stereotypical 3 attitude in general, but yeah I see what you mean
No I didn't really understand what "messenger" is supposed to mean. Truth of things? Well depends what kind of things. It's usually technical impersonal stuff that I like to state truths about. Not about people stuff. Well unless it's about the mind's workings but that's in an impersonal fashion again. But yes I can really become a sort of truth teller with that. So what's this messenger thing? Does this sort of truth telling fit in with that?
I see well try not to let it keep you down.
Lol you're really a 7 I see
Don't worry about me though, I'm good at denying crap. I'm not a type who gets depressed much. I'm really extremely good at denying that this would have any influence on me. It might actually, I just don't want to see it.
I went through a lot of stuff too that would of scarred other people but I made a concious choice to not let it affect me. I only look to the future and I don't care about the past.
Yeah of course I went through shit too, mostly with people, I was talking about something else above. But this other shit in life, I also tend to deny the idea that it may have had any effect on me.

Not a conscious choice as in your case, more automatic. It took me a while to see that I react like this..
I'm like you in that I don't brood over the past much. I live in the present mostly with a little future orientation.
Oh right and there is thing about 8s you should probably know. Usually an 8 gets bullied or something in their childhood and they hate being powerless so much that they vow to never let it happen again. So they might do stuff like train martial arts. I don't know if that's related to your thing.
There was bullying sure but I didn't mean that above. I did hate being a powerless kid, though. Martial arts, hmm, no I didn't get into that but maybe I'll try it out one day.
You have armor? I guess my body is in a low energy lazy state but my mind is still always wanting to be stimulated with something. I also relate to where it says I need to be in my body more. I go to the gym regularly and it makes a big difference for how I feel.
Armor, heh, sure, in terms of muscle tension, being ready to go at and also against things. The site also mentions "high level of bioenergetic charge in body", I think that's related a bit.
What does the gym do for you? You feel more physical after a workout?