I'mStardust
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- Mar 21, 2017
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The last time I posted a type me thread the "results" were inconclusive. So I'm back for more hehe
If you have an idea of what my type may be, please leave a reply. Thank you all in advance
If you have an idea of what my type may be, please leave a reply. Thank you all in advance
Personal concepts
1. What is beauty? What is love?
I've never stoped to wonder what love or beauty is.
Beauty is a subjective experience. My first impulse is to write that beauty is an aesthetically pleasing experience. But immediately I think that I can see beauty in behaviour for instances. If I see someone act in a nonselfish way, that's beauty. The human mind and how it works, that's beautiful. Art, music, literature ... The way the universe is organized. Hm... Beauty is a subjective experience that makes you feel good, that inspires you and that makes you feel wonder.
I honestly feel that love is overrated. At least, romantic love is. Love is over idealized. It may be a real thing, I don't know. But hey... I'll give it a try. Love is the universal language that bonds us all together. Is what makes a mother die for her baby. Is the ultimate feeling that one should aspire to have. An infinite quest that may never end, because perhaps this idealized feeling may not be true. At least, not in the way that the holywood portrays it.
2. What are your most important values?
I value independence, curiosity, freedom of mind, knowledge, compassion, wisdom, wonder, inteligence, family and friendship. And suprise, suprise: love.
3. Do you have any sort of spiritual/religious beliefs, and why do you hold (or don't) those beliefs in the first place?
I grew up in a very religious household. I do not have the same belief system as my parents. It never really made sense to me, it always seemed unrealistic. God - in the way that my parents believe Him to be - always seemed mean and unfair to me. I could never conceive how a good being (beyond all others) would be capable of sending people to a cruel place like hell, even if it was in the name of justice.
Despite that, when looking at nature and everything around me I can't help but to think that there's something more. So I do believe in God, just not in a theistic perspective. Panentheism or even deism makes more sense to me.
4. Opinion on war and militaries? What is power to you?
From my perspective, all humans should be treated as equals. In an ideal world, everyone would just get along and power/authority would not be needed. I might be an idealist but I also recognise that people are egoistic and such a world would most likely never exist. People need boundaries and laws. In an ideal place that would never be necessary. But people are not perfect, so we need to make sure that no ine is hurt and the way to that is through power.
I do believe ,however, that the state shouldn't have this much control over it's citizens.
I believe war to be a product of our egoistical capitalist society. I believe the military should only exist just in case. Not as a way to protect us from something we created. Money moves the world. And that's just plain wrong.
Interests
5. What have you had long conversations about? What are your interests? Why?
My long conversations are mostly about human behaviour and psychology. Or my friends personal lifes. I don't really have many friends that like to discuss more substancial topics with me. I alsohave long conversations about society and people's rights and God. I also enjoy discussing movies and books. I love to talk about crazy conspiracy theories. Watch out... The government is controlling us... xD
I have multiple interests. I really like science (biology particularly) and math. I like to read about animals. Lucid dreaming, literature, ballet, social problems, conspiracy theories, cats, psychology, poetry, music ...
Those things make me feel energized. I really like to theorize and just play with the" what if's".
6. Interested in health/medicine as a conversation topic? Are you focused on your body?
Hm... Not really. I like to understand how my body works but that's not something I discuss as a conversation topic. For some reason, I'm highly concerned about my health and I guess I'm kind of an hypochondriac.
7. What do you think of daily chores?
Boring... What is there to think about ? They're necessary, otherwise would live surround by durt but... they're boring. I often don't do them. My bedroom is a mess. And I always live plates all around the house. At times, I get a crazy urge to organize, though.
8. Books or films you liked? Recently read/watched or otherwise. Examples welcome.
I liked brave new world, to kill a mockinbird, the perks of being a wallflower... I recently watched Arrival and I absolutely loved it. I love fantasy.... I'm a huge Harry Potter fan. Also, love Game of Thones. I really liked westworld too. I've just finished 13 reasons why. I like disney classics too. Manchester by the sea, la la land, the beauty and the beast. those were the last ones I guess. My favourite movie of all time is Inception.
9. What has made you cry? What has made you smile? Why?
I cry frequently. I don't have a good control over my emotions, so whenever I feel a particular strong negative emotion I cry. Specially when frustrated or angered. I also cry when friends hurt my feelings or if I see an animal or a child suffering.
10. Where do you feel: at one with the environment/a sense of belonging?
Nature. I've felt that feeling of belonging around my friends but usually that feeling comes when I'm near nature. Like looking at landscapes or listening to the rain. Looking at the stars. Those things make me feel like I'm one with the universe.
Evaluation & Behaviour
11. What have people seen as your weaknesses? What do you dislike about yourself?
My lack of control over my emotions i.e crying. I also freeze under stress. I hate that about myself. My perfectionism is awful. Is not the good kind of perfectionism. It doesn't make me move forward, it just holds me back because of the shame of not being perfect.
12. What have people seen as your strengths? What do you like about yourself?
People often comment on my inteligence. Though, at times I don't feel like I really am intelligent. People have told me I'm wise as well. I like my independence of thought, that might be an ilusion, but I like to believe that I'm my own person. I also like my crazy dark humour and my goofy conspiracy theories. Though, I'm not exactly sure they count as "me".
13. In what areas of your life would you like help?
I'm not a person to ask for help. However, it would be nice to have someone to help me with my mind and my thoughts. I often get trapped in my mind. I constanly overthink stuff. I need to learn how to deal with my feelings in a more positive way (I turn my emotions into unpleasant physical symptoms).
14. Ever feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it.
I'm not exactly sure what the question meant. English is not my mother tongue, I'll take this question to apologise for any possible mistake
People & Interactions
15. What qualities do you most like and dislike in other people? What types do you get along with?
I don't like egoistical, stubborn, close-minded people. I also don't like people that are too practical and that look at me funny when I talk about crazy stuff like ALIENS. Obnouxiously loud people who are rude anger me like no other.
I appreciate kindness, inteligence, wisdom, open-mindness and being open to new ideas.
I really like goofy people. Introverted types that enjoy dark humour and like to have interesting conversations. I also like the idea of ENTP's. I don't think I've ener known one but their descriptions seem awesome.
16. How do you feel about romance/sex? What qualities do you want in a partner?
I think that love is overrated and overidealized. However, if love is indeed real I'd like to experience it. I don't think that romance and sex need to exist together. However, for me I'd like them to coexist.
I'd like my future partner to be inteligent, sensitive, kind and wise. I'd prefer to date an ambivert. And someone very patient as I can be a tad hard to deal with at times.
17. If you were to raise a child, what would be your main concerns, what measures would you take, and why?
I'd want my child to be smart and kind. I wouldn't want to have a rude and close-minded child. I'd make sure to teach her how to be kind and compassionate. And I'd use all the resources around me to make sure she would grow up to be smart and well-equiped for life.
I'd also like my child to see life in a spiritual and thoughtful way. Always apreciating those aroung her. I'd like my child to have all sort of experiences and to grow close to nature.
18. A friend makes a claim that clashes with your current beliefs. What is your inward and outward reaction?
I'd try to understand where my friend is coming from. i'd probably be sad, though I'd try not to show it. If it was something very serious, then I'd try to show my point across. People have different opinions and values. I believe I should respect that. Unless those beliefs are hurting some being.
19. Describe your relationship to society. How do you see people as a whole? What do you consider a prevalent social problem? Name one.
Hm... I believe our society to be extremely dysfunctional and ill. We're an extremely egoistical species that only cares about superficial material things such as money. We're all connected in some way or another so we should work towards an end universal goal: To establish and mantain peace, as well as social justice and stability. I'm concerned with some social problems. The lgbtq+ rights, equal rights for woman and men (I'm even afraid to use the word feminism because of what some people are doing to the movement, it's awful), social justice, very concerned with racism and xenophobia as well. The legalization of some minor drugs and abortion rules are also important to me.
20. How do you choose your friends and how do you behave around them?
I don't actively choose my friends. It was just something that happened. If truth is to be told, I must say I'm very socially awkward so I take whatever I can get ;p
Also, I'm still in high school so there's not a big selection of people to choose from. The friends I keep are a choice of mine, though. I like to have thoughtful, inteligent people around me. I also enjoy to have as friends people with a good sense of humour and people who are concerned with discussing different topics and topics that I care about.
21. How do you behave around strangers?
hehe Supeer awkwardly. I get really nervous, my voice cracks and becomes low, I don't talk much and I try to observe. Don't laugh at people's jokes. I just act very awkwardly.
1. What is beauty? What is love?
I've never stoped to wonder what love or beauty is.
Beauty is a subjective experience. My first impulse is to write that beauty is an aesthetically pleasing experience. But immediately I think that I can see beauty in behaviour for instances. If I see someone act in a nonselfish way, that's beauty. The human mind and how it works, that's beautiful. Art, music, literature ... The way the universe is organized. Hm... Beauty is a subjective experience that makes you feel good, that inspires you and that makes you feel wonder.
I honestly feel that love is overrated. At least, romantic love is. Love is over idealized. It may be a real thing, I don't know. But hey... I'll give it a try. Love is the universal language that bonds us all together. Is what makes a mother die for her baby. Is the ultimate feeling that one should aspire to have. An infinite quest that may never end, because perhaps this idealized feeling may not be true. At least, not in the way that the holywood portrays it.
2. What are your most important values?
I value independence, curiosity, freedom of mind, knowledge, compassion, wisdom, wonder, inteligence, family and friendship. And suprise, suprise: love.
3. Do you have any sort of spiritual/religious beliefs, and why do you hold (or don't) those beliefs in the first place?
I grew up in a very religious household. I do not have the same belief system as my parents. It never really made sense to me, it always seemed unrealistic. God - in the way that my parents believe Him to be - always seemed mean and unfair to me. I could never conceive how a good being (beyond all others) would be capable of sending people to a cruel place like hell, even if it was in the name of justice.
Despite that, when looking at nature and everything around me I can't help but to think that there's something more. So I do believe in God, just not in a theistic perspective. Panentheism or even deism makes more sense to me.
4. Opinion on war and militaries? What is power to you?
From my perspective, all humans should be treated as equals. In an ideal world, everyone would just get along and power/authority would not be needed. I might be an idealist but I also recognise that people are egoistic and such a world would most likely never exist. People need boundaries and laws. In an ideal place that would never be necessary. But people are not perfect, so we need to make sure that no ine is hurt and the way to that is through power.
I do believe ,however, that the state shouldn't have this much control over it's citizens.
I believe war to be a product of our egoistical capitalist society. I believe the military should only exist just in case. Not as a way to protect us from something we created. Money moves the world. And that's just plain wrong.
Interests
5. What have you had long conversations about? What are your interests? Why?
My long conversations are mostly about human behaviour and psychology. Or my friends personal lifes. I don't really have many friends that like to discuss more substancial topics with me. I alsohave long conversations about society and people's rights and God. I also enjoy discussing movies and books. I love to talk about crazy conspiracy theories. Watch out... The government is controlling us... xD
I have multiple interests. I really like science (biology particularly) and math. I like to read about animals. Lucid dreaming, literature, ballet, social problems, conspiracy theories, cats, psychology, poetry, music ...
Those things make me feel energized. I really like to theorize and just play with the" what if's".
6. Interested in health/medicine as a conversation topic? Are you focused on your body?
Hm... Not really. I like to understand how my body works but that's not something I discuss as a conversation topic. For some reason, I'm highly concerned about my health and I guess I'm kind of an hypochondriac.
7. What do you think of daily chores?
Boring... What is there to think about ? They're necessary, otherwise would live surround by durt but... they're boring. I often don't do them. My bedroom is a mess. And I always live plates all around the house. At times, I get a crazy urge to organize, though.
8. Books or films you liked? Recently read/watched or otherwise. Examples welcome.
I liked brave new world, to kill a mockinbird, the perks of being a wallflower... I recently watched Arrival and I absolutely loved it. I love fantasy.... I'm a huge Harry Potter fan. Also, love Game of Thones. I really liked westworld too. I've just finished 13 reasons why. I like disney classics too. Manchester by the sea, la la land, the beauty and the beast. those were the last ones I guess. My favourite movie of all time is Inception.
9. What has made you cry? What has made you smile? Why?
I cry frequently. I don't have a good control over my emotions, so whenever I feel a particular strong negative emotion I cry. Specially when frustrated or angered. I also cry when friends hurt my feelings or if I see an animal or a child suffering.
10. Where do you feel: at one with the environment/a sense of belonging?
Nature. I've felt that feeling of belonging around my friends but usually that feeling comes when I'm near nature. Like looking at landscapes or listening to the rain. Looking at the stars. Those things make me feel like I'm one with the universe.
Evaluation & Behaviour
11. What have people seen as your weaknesses? What do you dislike about yourself?
My lack of control over my emotions i.e crying. I also freeze under stress. I hate that about myself. My perfectionism is awful. Is not the good kind of perfectionism. It doesn't make me move forward, it just holds me back because of the shame of not being perfect.
12. What have people seen as your strengths? What do you like about yourself?
People often comment on my inteligence. Though, at times I don't feel like I really am intelligent. People have told me I'm wise as well. I like my independence of thought, that might be an ilusion, but I like to believe that I'm my own person. I also like my crazy dark humour and my goofy conspiracy theories. Though, I'm not exactly sure they count as "me".
13. In what areas of your life would you like help?
I'm not a person to ask for help. However, it would be nice to have someone to help me with my mind and my thoughts. I often get trapped in my mind. I constanly overthink stuff. I need to learn how to deal with my feelings in a more positive way (I turn my emotions into unpleasant physical symptoms).
14. Ever feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it.
I'm not exactly sure what the question meant. English is not my mother tongue, I'll take this question to apologise for any possible mistake
People & Interactions
15. What qualities do you most like and dislike in other people? What types do you get along with?
I don't like egoistical, stubborn, close-minded people. I also don't like people that are too practical and that look at me funny when I talk about crazy stuff like ALIENS. Obnouxiously loud people who are rude anger me like no other.
I appreciate kindness, inteligence, wisdom, open-mindness and being open to new ideas.
I really like goofy people. Introverted types that enjoy dark humour and like to have interesting conversations. I also like the idea of ENTP's. I don't think I've ener known one but their descriptions seem awesome.
16. How do you feel about romance/sex? What qualities do you want in a partner?
I think that love is overrated and overidealized. However, if love is indeed real I'd like to experience it. I don't think that romance and sex need to exist together. However, for me I'd like them to coexist.
I'd like my future partner to be inteligent, sensitive, kind and wise. I'd prefer to date an ambivert. And someone very patient as I can be a tad hard to deal with at times.
17. If you were to raise a child, what would be your main concerns, what measures would you take, and why?
I'd want my child to be smart and kind. I wouldn't want to have a rude and close-minded child. I'd make sure to teach her how to be kind and compassionate. And I'd use all the resources around me to make sure she would grow up to be smart and well-equiped for life.
I'd also like my child to see life in a spiritual and thoughtful way. Always apreciating those aroung her. I'd like my child to have all sort of experiences and to grow close to nature.
18. A friend makes a claim that clashes with your current beliefs. What is your inward and outward reaction?
I'd try to understand where my friend is coming from. i'd probably be sad, though I'd try not to show it. If it was something very serious, then I'd try to show my point across. People have different opinions and values. I believe I should respect that. Unless those beliefs are hurting some being.
19. Describe your relationship to society. How do you see people as a whole? What do you consider a prevalent social problem? Name one.
Hm... I believe our society to be extremely dysfunctional and ill. We're an extremely egoistical species that only cares about superficial material things such as money. We're all connected in some way or another so we should work towards an end universal goal: To establish and mantain peace, as well as social justice and stability. I'm concerned with some social problems. The lgbtq+ rights, equal rights for woman and men (I'm even afraid to use the word feminism because of what some people are doing to the movement, it's awful), social justice, very concerned with racism and xenophobia as well. The legalization of some minor drugs and abortion rules are also important to me.
20. How do you choose your friends and how do you behave around them?
I don't actively choose my friends. It was just something that happened. If truth is to be told, I must say I'm very socially awkward so I take whatever I can get ;p
Also, I'm still in high school so there's not a big selection of people to choose from. The friends I keep are a choice of mine, though. I like to have thoughtful, inteligent people around me. I also enjoy to have as friends people with a good sense of humour and people who are concerned with discussing different topics and topics that I care about.
21. How do you behave around strangers?
hehe Supeer awkwardly. I get really nervous, my voice cracks and becomes low, I don't talk much and I try to observe. Don't laugh at people's jokes. I just act very awkwardly.
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