I actually think I might be an INTJ after further research, but might be an INTP still. Mods, if youre gonna move this, because it doesn't belong here, cause I honestly dont know where, please respond too, cause I do not want to get my hopes up with a notification and be shattered. I can't stop feeling depressed. I have expectations of people that no one can satisfy, even if I had a wide circle. I am always trying to call someone to offer advice or comfort, but it doesn't do anything, and people often don't return my calls, and I'm too depressed and minimalist to work before a college internship before moving out either then or around graduation. Maybe even then at this rate. I feel this is a Ni-Fi loop. I keep licking wounds and staying stuck in the past unable to progress. I just can't get myself to do anything. Either it's a Ni-Fi loop or Ti-Si loop. probably former. I just ant to move on with my life. no, the INTJ young lady didn't reject me, but she's part of it. I'm frustrated I can't talk to her. And everyone is being old and saying "wait till you finish college and can support a family, then worry about it." robotics. they're like robots. i got so desperate. and my mother is cold and has no feelings it seems, my aunt is cold and is a monster it seems, and my sister is mad at me for calling the cops on my brother for slapping me/hitting me. and then when she banned me from playing with her infant, i got mad and she and her husband got madder. my dad isn't talking to me and i dont want him to but islam says i have to maintain ties of kinship.