Whenever I get grades/scores in school that I think are low(they're not really low,I'm just a bit of a perfectionist in school), I would say "I would do better next time" but I'm not sure about the .."I would" thing though. It depends on how motivated I am because my mind would say "It's time to relax.." and then there goes my plans for doing better next time.
first off love the kittie icon awwwe *steal the actual cat lol*
and hugs it out pure love for the animals xD.
xDD hehe see i would adress where i need to improve and gradually do it even something as simple as seeing that i have improved on spelling one word or understand something it would be enough to kinda keep me going.
it was not like i prepared either it was more like whatever comes my way i'll improve "then" so i just simply loved tackling (? getting lazy lol) whatever came my way heh and reaping a reward soon after (like getting a really good grade or a smilie sticker i remember reading in my school notes i was so upset by the frownie face
don't hit me
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i got mom wrote a note saying " even though i know it wasn't personal she came home and was very upset about the frownie face on her notes to go home" xDD.
i do realize a tendency to get discouraged easily if i'm showing no signs of progress i really beat myself up for it too but as contradicting i'm being right now i knew also how to let go of that stupid book or paper lol
and just let your brain go *sighs*
i unfortunaly feel like i'm loosing touch with that side of my self (stupid adulthood
jkjk wouldn't trade this for anything lol even for my childhood got so much more liberation now right riel? * i bet alot of adults agree on this note though too heh
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