AzulEyes
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- May 16, 2012
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Stagnation is not something that has sat well with me. Sure for a while maybe. But one day I wake up and look around me and realize I am sitting in a stagnant, dirty, muddy, dead-bug filled puddle of yuck.
Ewwww!
And there are actually psychopaths who choose this life!
They WANT to sit in the muck and stew. Stew their lives away pretending they are things they are not. Because they are so messed up in the brain.
And I friend these freaks and try to get them to be real. But they will never be real. They are fucked!
So eventually, I get out of the puddle.
Take a long, hot shower.
Pray.
And walk into the sunlight.
No one is perfect. Not me. Not psychopaths.
But I hate stagnation baby.
And childish games.
Thank you God for allowing me to have enough bravery to walk away.
Please- I beg you to not allow me to falter.
Do not leave me to my own volition even for a second.
I NEED you, God. I need you desperately. I don't want to go back to the lair of Shaytan.
Thank you in advance for keeping me on path.
Love,
Azul
Ewwww!
And there are actually psychopaths who choose this life!
They WANT to sit in the muck and stew. Stew their lives away pretending they are things they are not. Because they are so messed up in the brain.
And I friend these freaks and try to get them to be real. But they will never be real. They are fucked!
So eventually, I get out of the puddle.
Take a long, hot shower.
Pray.
And walk into the sunlight.
No one is perfect. Not me. Not psychopaths.
But I hate stagnation baby.
And childish games.
Thank you God for allowing me to have enough bravery to walk away.
Please- I beg you to not allow me to falter.
Do not leave me to my own volition even for a second.
I NEED you, God. I need you desperately. I don't want to go back to the lair of Shaytan.
Thank you in advance for keeping me on path.
Love,
Azul
