Schrödinger's Name
Blessed With A Curse
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Frustrated is a big word (or at least not the right word to me) and it depends whether someone is looking or not.
As a kid I used to break down in tears when I didn't know the answer to a question immediately. Especially when it had something to do with math, because I suck at math and I knew that I was slower than most people. So instead of trying to solve the question (while the whole class was listening/waiting) I would start to panic, which meant that I would stop thinking at all. -> crying.
For some reason I still have this idea that everything I do has to be done faster. When I cut my bread at the grocery store and someone is waiting behind me I'll already start to panic because I'm NoT pUtTiNg My BrEaD iN tHe BaG fAsT eNoUgH.
Goes for physical activities too, I will always push myself to the limit, don't be so slow, cycle faster!!
I never get frustrated with 'plans' though, because I don't make any.
As a kid I used to break down in tears when I didn't know the answer to a question immediately. Especially when it had something to do with math, because I suck at math and I knew that I was slower than most people. So instead of trying to solve the question (while the whole class was listening/waiting) I would start to panic, which meant that I would stop thinking at all. -> crying.
For some reason I still have this idea that everything I do has to be done faster. When I cut my bread at the grocery store and someone is waiting behind me I'll already start to panic because I'm NoT pUtTiNg My BrEaD iN tHe BaG fAsT eNoUgH.
Goes for physical activities too, I will always push myself to the limit, don't be so slow, cycle faster!!
I never get frustrated with 'plans' though, because I don't make any.