Chimerical
Permabanned
- Joined
- Apr 30, 2008
- Messages
- 898
- MBTI Type
- INTJ
- Enneagram
- 1w5
I'm depressed. My exterior isn't me. I'm cold to people, I don't talk unless it's useful, for me. I'm back inside my shell...I want out! I want to run and scream, I want to be around people. I don't want to be in here.
I've meet three new girls. They're all in relatioships. Heather's been with one of my best friends recently, someone told me all about it. My sister and brother have been lobbing negative comments at me like granades. I've shut down and shut out people.
I was at CSU today. Last time I was there I talked to a lot of people, no problem. Today I could barely say hi. I'm shut down. I saw a cute girl, I didn't even make eye contact.
I'm dead. I've been smoking more. I don't want to exist. I'm fading away...I don't know how to be free.
I've meet three new girls. They're all in relatioships. Heather's been with one of my best friends recently, someone told me all about it. My sister and brother have been lobbing negative comments at me like granades. I've shut down and shut out people.
I was at CSU today. Last time I was there I talked to a lot of people, no problem. Today I could barely say hi. I'm shut down. I saw a cute girl, I didn't even make eye contact.
I'm dead. I've been smoking more. I don't want to exist. I'm fading away...I don't know how to be free.
