Am i crazy?

[(K)nightmare]

The questions i have are mainly related to God, probability and the chances of a string of events being random and not connected to a higher power. my Ex borders on sociopathic and when i wished to talk about God which i found deeply private she screamed "Gods a fucking cunt" with hatred flashing in her eyes. As she was at the time the only person i felt i could approach it was quite a crushing blow. I have never been one to analyise my past but stress has me chasing around like a mini sherlock Holmes/Blood hound looking for clues. I am deeply shy by nature and private with strangers and take a little of this character online with myself. I am a little more cocky but stay true to my beliefs in the real world. Until a major crisis occurs big enough im just happy and content to be dredging through my hell without having to think about it.

It happened, lets get over it, hope, pray once, move on. A good philosophy. when i have a rare chance to attend church i see it working in principle.

fucking fantastic concrete base idea that needs a little expansion.

I'm off to buy a fence and need to brush my teeth. Ok i cant by a fence right now.It's summer whilst im re-working and it wont stop raining. I wouldn't normally mention this but i cant find my bloody raincoat so thought i would have a whinge. This is a tough summer for the homeless. Its the summer of pneumonia for the elderly and homeless they are going to be damp alot of the time. I know this because im homeless, but im young....it's going to be a early killer for many in their fifty, sixties etc, makes you cry thinking about it.

 

[proteanmix]

This is very interesting.

 

[(K)nightmare]

Thankyou, I was going to delete it and start afresh