Am i crazy?

[(K)nightmare]

Three years ago i was working for an IT company, had a home and was free of debt. A set of circumstances have occured which have culminated in me living homeless in a wood, thousand of pounds in debt and no nearer a resolution. im not looking for sympathy everyone has problems but i was a shy INTP probably now INFP??? I need guidance i have carried information which is now crushing my brain and my circle in the outside world is so small and compressed that i fear i border on another hypomanic episode or complete mental breakdown.The complete collapse of my life is an indicator that if i carry on completely alone i will simply sink. Im sorry i have never written before mbti and my inadept way of explaining embarrases me.